Some takeaways from today's (2nd) Life Coaching with Nancy:
I realized that "accepting" and "allowing" is a process for my THOUGHTS.
"surrender" is a process for my EMOTIONS.
Is "letting go" BOTH? Yes, I think.
Either way, I desire calm and peace and the mind of a child (which is full of acceptance and observation - sees things as they are instead of wanting to manipulate them).
My thoughts dictate how I experience life.
I see that "healing" or "changing my perception and how I react" as a PROCESS, but it doesn't have to be.
I may need a "bridge thought" to train myself that I can just claim/be at peace... eventually I can train myself to just BE PRESENT IN/AT PEACE.
I observe:
That I think too much.
I try to think and understand things so that I can control them.
I want to control them because I fear the unknown.
I fear.
Nancy is so kind. I'm so grateful for her Life Coaching!
The first conversation resulted in my first "Data Dump"... I should do that daily she suggests... she doesn't suggest keeping it, but it can help to see how my thoughts run and it helps her to create models that she lives by. She keeps the models for a while (but it sounds like she updates her models too as she progresses).
I fear disease. Dr. Hawkins rightfully says it's because I'm obsessed with it and creating it in my life for whatever reason. I want to let disease go. I am currently trying to let go of my fear of ... no... I don't want to name it because I don't want to give it greater power. I've named everything for years, but I want it all to be nameless... but I want to document... but [breathe]
FEAR NOT.
I have sensations on my chest now... similar to how I had sensations on my head for a long time... I thought that it was "entities" before, but I was told that it was parts of myself that I had to allow to be integrated. I've also thought maybe it's healing energy - angels. It's better to think that. Either way, I cannot control it. I cannot be sure that I understand it. I just need to surrender the fear and let go of my thoughts surrounding it. It is what it is.
I need to learn to love my breast, chest, heart. My body is whole. It is healthy. It is nourished by the etheric energy of LOVE and God that we swim in. I have all that I need. I just need to see and be Love. Accept it. Be IN IT. WITH IT. Thanks be to God.
I'm just jabberjawing now.
Don't even pay attention. Ground instead. Be present instead. Breathe and focus on Dr. Morter's exercises instead. Whatever it takes to be at peace and live a surrendered existence... allowing all that is. (Not that I have any say in the matter anyway. Actually, yes, I do. Life is what I make of it. Learn to see clearly.)
Will/do You talk to me still?
YES
Thank you. Thanks be to You.
HAHA
Pretty neat about that Neale Daniel Walsh (or whatever his name is) book! Thanks Blanca and sharing it with me. Should I buy it?
You can if you want, but you have it for free at the library. Just read it.
Right.
Lol
I am with you. You are with me. We are. I am. Entangled. One. Yes.
Thank you.
You're welcome. lol. That's you.
Well, time for CE and then websites!
LOVE,
Cristy
