The KEY is nonresistance and non-clinging... just allowing... and living in the FLOW.
I AM a channel of LOVE.
I'm learning about the Law of Attraction. I choose LOVE. Life isn't what I thought it was - it's not something to cling to. It is a blessed opportunity of awareness and creation.
I get to PAINT LOVE.
I AM JOY. I get to live in JOY. I get to BE JOY.
It's been a wild ride. An interesting season. A season of shedding lower density energy and emotions and traumas... I'm getting a new mind. Renewing my mind.
Abraham began speaking to me 10 years ago. At some point I allowed my ego to speak over truth and mind ran away with what I call my life. I'm so grateful to God/Source for bringing me back and opening my heart and allowing me to begin to hatch again. I get to live on the mountain top, but this time I have more understanding. Last time it was a GIFT - a glimpse - but I had to learn that it existed to learn that it's worth the "work". The work of allowing. The work of letting go. Of surrender. I guess I surrendered before... maybe this time it's just that I have to shed all that I picked up since the original GIFT.
Does Abraham speak through me? (I recently learned of and have been listening daily to Abraham-Hicks and it has occurred to me that I have an "Abraham-Wages" situation and opportunity going on here. I just don't know what to do with it. Yes you do. Keep learning. You're doing it now. It's about listening to me and practicing what I say. You're doing a very good job.
See?
I can turn it on... or maybe not. That's so egotistical. I can't... basically Source energy is available for anyone who is open to hearing it. And I'm open. Sometimes. I want to be open more. I want for it to be part of my desire to be a channel of Love. I want to be a channel of Love... and that's what that is... Abraham is or has the most beautiful love... and they are funny too... and wise... and I can learn and I want to help others... but I see... there's still too much Carissa involved... too much of Carissa wanting to be this channel... too much ego... too much world. When I can let go of my desire to be someone or something or recognized and just allow what IS to BE and just get in the stream and swim with it ... or rather to FLOAT with it and allow it to take me where it takes me and not letting it be about me being taken anywhere... it's about all of us... tikkun olam... the world being raised in consciousness through LOVE (which is the only thing that is actually REAL... everything else is a mirage). You see that mixed bag there? You're trying to say something that you think is meaningful but it's EFFORT and it's not LIGHT.
Beloved Carissa. Be patient with yourself. Allow me and allow us to unfold. Good.
