... I was given a PURPLE feather the other day. I'm being called to awakening regarding "23"... which I think for me is related to the degrees that the earth is off its axis and affects the Fibonacci sequence. Maybe it's part of my job to put the earth back in its correct axis. YES. Your gridwork. Get to it, ha! (We'll help.)
I read today from: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Yahweh_Matrix
"the shift that has been occurring with the Planetary Staff, the Planetary Staff of earth was tilted in order to align it to the Black Star Abbadon in the center of the Milky Way. This artificial axial tilt in the planet is shifting its alignment now. This shift has activated doomsday prophets wired into the Yahweh matrix that believe the current events are the sign of the alien God’s narrative, that the rapture is coming or that we are entering into the global Armageddon-Megiddo showdown, when we transition out of the final stages of the Piscean Alchemical Law. The current theme during the Paliadorian Activations is the clearing of the Yahweh Matrix and its blood covenant bindings out of the Human 12 Tribes genetic records, with the transmissions and support of the Blue Feathers of Aquaferion. As a result of dismantling this blood covenant network, those who are controlled by the Yahweh system will be agitated and activated to play out these mind controlled biblical dramas.[1]"
"The Yahweh Matrix replaced the planetary staff, which allowed the Black Hole Entities to gain easy access into the earth through the north and south poles, in order to distort the planetary field. This was done through genetic modification and set up frequency fences that broadcast extremely low frequencies that make the earth more hospitable for their survival. The low frequency and static net broadcast produced the Predator Mind construct and thoughtforms intended for mass human parasitism, divide and conquer tactics for spreading wars. These artificial nets and constructs were further designed to progressively pull the earth and her world soul into inorganic black holes."
Related: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Spine_of_Albion
Learn.
ramblings, brain dumps and journal-esque processing of matters of mind, heart, and soul
Saturday, June 20, 2020
Pow Wow
Remembering my Dave Miller who was my father-in-law and friend for a few years. I stumbled upon a Pow-Wow video today and I thought of him. I tried to call but his number isn't active and his cell phone number went right to voicemail and didn't have a voicemail set up, so not sure. He was quite sick with COPD when we used to talk 5 years ago. We talked regularly from 2011-2016 but after the divorce I dropped the ball. He had problems too... lots of anger and rage and a unique relationship with truth and/or his stories were different than others so it made it confusing. Tyrone and he had differing opinions on what was true and I don't know who to believe - but it wasn't mine to worry about - I just wanted to be a presence of love for him and for Tyrone. I love and miss Tyrone lots. He was/is my Twin-Flame. I pray he his well ... more than that... my heart is with him always... and my mind is with him often. I pray that he is being upgraded and held by the universe the way I am. I am so grateful for his influence in and on my life and for his sacrifice and courage. He could have killed me but he chose life and I believe he is helping me heal from afar - we ARE finally healing each other in LOVE... just can't do it nearby, I guess. Anyway, I am connecting with my own native american roots and it sounds like maybe Tyrone has that too if he is spiritually descended from his Dad who also seems to have this call on his heart. We are healing the land. We are called to heal the land. We are called to connect with our divine father and mother from which we, the son/daughter are born. We are earth.
Thanks be to God.
Thanks be to God.
Thursday, June 18, 2020
Blessing from God
I need to journal but I can type faster... but I need to process... but how can I? Where do I start?
GOD LOVES ME!!! I feel so blessed and honored - Gabriel called out of the blue - I've never talked to him before - but I WAS going to have an energy work session with him a few weeks ago, but canceled because it didn't seem right, but today he had a message for me - and by message I mean a massive download of healing and help and soul retrieval and clearing and... it's beyond me. It seems like a dream.
He spoke in light language to me a lot and my soul heard and will integrate but what do I need to remember?
Native American - I for sure have some Native American lifetimes - I was given a totum and a purple feather and there was something about a tomahawk. I was called out of cowardice into the battle - the honor or going to battle, even to the death - the honor.
There was something about orphanages - Gabriel said he was in an orphanage with me at some point. It triggered my guilt feelings re: Whisper in Uganda. He said it wasn't time.
I am broken for children, the earth, people who respect the earth (like Indians), the dying. Did I help an old man to transit? So much around Native Americans. Sioux was top of mind though I didn't discuss her - is she involved?
Who is the man who sent Gabriel? Pappy? Arto? Arto?
I AM LOVED. I am healed.
Eat cruciferous vegetables. I don't need to eat as much as I think. Nuts. NOT peanuts or corn - unless it's blue corn from, he said New Mexico. Corn and peanuts have been cursed.
So much crying.
I felt led to ask him about "23" and he just got a video on it that he didn't share but he shared it... I think it's pretty heavy. But it seems that I am mean to learn.
Take epsom salt bath.
Thank you. GOD. THANK YOU.
Thank you for seeing and loving me. Help me to see and love YOU and ALL WE ARE. Be with the earth.
I don't need ANYTHING - no cards, rocks, books, etc... just me and my light.
How did this happen? I didn't initiate it - it just came to me - this blessing and healing and ... God, thank you. Holy Father and Holy Mother.
Clearing out old traumas, old archons, old patterns, old demons, old snarls... I am healed and whole and becoming stronger.
The cords are not harmful... I guess I should cut some if led, but these cords allow my Light to continue helping, holding, healing, loving others even just through my own evolution and growth and healing. I AM LOVE.
Thank you.
What was my beautiful prayer? The one when I was broken about Joe and alcoholism? Or the giving up my bitterness? I don't know... maybe none of these, but thank you for hearing my heart. Help me to be true and vulnerable and turn me into a vessel for .... I just want to be a healer for the earth and all we are.
I have sustained pain - something when I was a baby (or maybe that was just as an Indian?) ... something when I was 3. I connected that to SRA. Drinking babies. God. I have been defiled and broken and tricked into thinking I was the - gaslit into thinking I was the assailant. I create my own story. I am one with the earth - I am an earth mother? I am pure. I AM LOVE - I am LIGHT - healing, hope, health, wellness, compassion, wellbeing.
The guru vines have been pulled out - Dr. Wilson, Lori, Michael?
Thanks be to God.
I am being restored. These dogs are my friends. These animals are my friends.
I help Michael.
- distracted -
Grateful. Breathe. Spend time outdoors. We are with you. I am with you. We are one. Breathe.
GOD LOVES ME!!! I feel so blessed and honored - Gabriel called out of the blue - I've never talked to him before - but I WAS going to have an energy work session with him a few weeks ago, but canceled because it didn't seem right, but today he had a message for me - and by message I mean a massive download of healing and help and soul retrieval and clearing and... it's beyond me. It seems like a dream.
He spoke in light language to me a lot and my soul heard and will integrate but what do I need to remember?
Native American - I for sure have some Native American lifetimes - I was given a totum and a purple feather and there was something about a tomahawk. I was called out of cowardice into the battle - the honor or going to battle, even to the death - the honor.
There was something about orphanages - Gabriel said he was in an orphanage with me at some point. It triggered my guilt feelings re: Whisper in Uganda. He said it wasn't time.
I am broken for children, the earth, people who respect the earth (like Indians), the dying. Did I help an old man to transit? So much around Native Americans. Sioux was top of mind though I didn't discuss her - is she involved?
Who is the man who sent Gabriel? Pappy? Arto? Arto?
I AM LOVED. I am healed.
Eat cruciferous vegetables. I don't need to eat as much as I think. Nuts. NOT peanuts or corn - unless it's blue corn from, he said New Mexico. Corn and peanuts have been cursed.
So much crying.
I felt led to ask him about "23" and he just got a video on it that he didn't share but he shared it... I think it's pretty heavy. But it seems that I am mean to learn.
Take epsom salt bath.
Thank you. GOD. THANK YOU.
Thank you for seeing and loving me. Help me to see and love YOU and ALL WE ARE. Be with the earth.
I don't need ANYTHING - no cards, rocks, books, etc... just me and my light.
How did this happen? I didn't initiate it - it just came to me - this blessing and healing and ... God, thank you. Holy Father and Holy Mother.
Clearing out old traumas, old archons, old patterns, old demons, old snarls... I am healed and whole and becoming stronger.
The cords are not harmful... I guess I should cut some if led, but these cords allow my Light to continue helping, holding, healing, loving others even just through my own evolution and growth and healing. I AM LOVE.
Thank you.
What was my beautiful prayer? The one when I was broken about Joe and alcoholism? Or the giving up my bitterness? I don't know... maybe none of these, but thank you for hearing my heart. Help me to be true and vulnerable and turn me into a vessel for .... I just want to be a healer for the earth and all we are.
I have sustained pain - something when I was a baby (or maybe that was just as an Indian?) ... something when I was 3. I connected that to SRA. Drinking babies. God. I have been defiled and broken and tricked into thinking I was the - gaslit into thinking I was the assailant. I create my own story. I am one with the earth - I am an earth mother? I am pure. I AM LOVE - I am LIGHT - healing, hope, health, wellness, compassion, wellbeing.
The guru vines have been pulled out - Dr. Wilson, Lori, Michael?
Thanks be to God.
I am being restored. These dogs are my friends. These animals are my friends.
I help Michael.
- distracted -
Grateful. Breathe. Spend time outdoors. We are with you. I am with you. We are one. Breathe.
Monday, June 1, 2020
The Number 23
Hello fellow sojourners! The last couple months the number 23 has been following me around. 923 the most, but I see lots of 23s!! I tend to look at the clock when it's _:23...
This year I have definitely been enjoying "angel numbers" 11:11, 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, 4:44, 5:55, on the clocks... 6:23, 7:23, 8:23, 9:23, 10:10, 12:12, etc... mostly clocks and time stamps on emails and images, but I see it in other things too like road signs. Source knows that I am really encouraged and appreciative of these confirmations of presence.
But in the last couple weeks I've really become baffled by the 23. My birthday is 9/23 so originally I thought that was why I was given the 923 so often. A google search composite led me to believe it was angelic realms encouraging me to be courageous, confident, and cheerful and I liked that a lot... but I stilllllll get 23 all the time and have been asking about it.
Well yesterday someone mentioned the "Age of Aquarius" and when I plugged it into the Ascension Glossary a result came up called "The Number 23"!! WHOA! Here's the article: ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Number_23
I still don't know what it means for me - just that I need to learn this or be aware?
Has anyone else had a relationship with 23? I mean, obviously it must be a thing if Lisa wrote an article about it... but what does it mean (to me and you)?
Love,
Carissa
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