Rollercoaster

Is it time to get off?

What a ride.

Paul's in Wasilla, Alaska.

8:33 ... so many 33's today... 15:33 17:33 (I think)... more. Lots of numbers in general. 

Yep. Saw 10:10. Lots of #'s. Paul had 6 girls from his past text him at exactly 1:46... this means something too. 

I GIVE UP CONTROL. He's not mine. He can do what he wants. 

I need to "do me". 11/1 10:01

I saw 11:11 1:44 and 13:13 in relation to Paul earlier though. Ugh. So confusing. Rollercoaster.

2 flies bugging me at this hour? What does it mean?  

Just watch all this unfold. OBSERVER. NO ATTACHMENT TO OUTCOME. 10:24

I have felt my partner is on his way. Not sure if Paul is a boobie trap or the real deal. Timing is interesting. And "We are on time" (song). Today I felt the niggling in my left ring finger (7th axiatonial line). 

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1:09am 11/2 
WHAT A LIFE!!!!! WHAT A MIRACLE?!! GOD!!!?? HOW IS THIS??? I just talked to Paul starting at 22:33 for 2 hrs and 34 minutes. 

HOW did he bring up Enigma? And HIS life phrase is "tikkun olam"? WHA WHA GOD??? (We know this has been my heart's desire... how I described my purpose. And now he said that?! WHAT?)

Yep. Okay God. Thy will be done. This definitely does not feel like an anti-HG. Definitely feels like the real deal. This is too miraculous. And beautiful. Thank you thank you thank you God!!