My reality

This is where I'm at and I'm super pleased with it and feel like it's TRUE.

The first words I saw were:

1. Gratitude
2. Selfcare
3. Purpose
4. Family
5. Alignment

(Yes, I know it says to look for the first 3. I did but then I couldn't stop so I found two more!)

I think these words are truly what my soul is working on right now. As I was walking the pookets today I reflected back on this post (just something silly I saw on Bobbie's facebook page)... but it really seems true.

I want to work on looking at life - experiencing life - through a lens of gratitude. I think I'm learning selfcare and how to prioritize myself. (Sometimes not so well, sometimes too well), and I know I am still waiting on and hoping to uncover "my purpose". I mean, I think it is to BE a channel for the divine - for God/YHVH/Source/Abba/The Universe to experience it/Himself through my vessel. I am an extension of the Father and this is actually enough purpose. I still wonder if there is another purpose... or maybe I just need to learn to accept and rest in what IS (yes. That.).

Anyway, I also am learning about family and the dynamics and personalities and needs and experiences that are born from these precious relationships. (As well as how to let go of resentments and bitterness that I stored up through my errant and filtered viewpoint that was largely based on unexpressed expectations (and in the case of my younger self, just understanding where my lens came from and observing and letting go of emotional blocks and traumas.)

Lastly, I AM learning about alignment - I think it starts with learning to embody my soul and create a solid core for energy to move through (so I can be a clear and healthy channel for the Divine). I need alignment with God and with Earth. I need to be rooted in both the celestial or holy realms as well as grounded to the earth where my body resides. I need to be aligned with my body and I want my mind to be aligned with my soul as well as I continue to explore my purpose with gratitude.