I mean, it's kind of a scary experience and I resisted a little, but I also observed what seemed like a chink in reality. I saw for a split second that I AM Dr. Wilson - I saw how some of what he is seeing and paying attention to, I am seeing and paying attention to. He is more developed so he is able to move around more in the revelations where I just get a glimpse. But when I talk to him or read his work I often see that he has picked up on the same things I've thought about during the same time periods. But for that glimpse I realized that life is but a dream... and he is a different layer of the same character.
I also learned from Victoria that my heart discomfort (flipping, flopping, palpitations, skipping, etc. of late) are beCAUSE of the dehydration. I didn't put it together. Dr. Wilson said I was dehydrated but I didn't realize that caused the heart stuff.... he also said I needed zinc and my potassium was low so I thought that was causing it... I think zinc will help calm me and help my heart and potassium is causing the anxiety/panic attacks. Which is why I need to rest. And eat and drink well. Dealing with getting horses trimmed all afternoon is the opposite of rest.
I think Ammi and Corie and others are all part of the same root ball - we are all connected.
Okay, I've got to go lay down. I love you. Learn to love me.
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