Didn't post

 I haven't posted in ES for a long time... but I wanted to respond to Sarah's post about psychosis. I wrote the following and didn't post:

"Beautiful Sarah! Bless you and thank you!! So grateful that you shared your thoughts, feelings, and experience! You are amazing!!!! I can relate to so much of what you have shared and feel like I was especially wide open and in that place when I was 33 (a lonnnnng time ago... ha!) I just turned 47...but it feels like yesterday when I was floating above the earth, disconnected and watching and connecting dots like that. That was the year I got on a forum and thought that everyone there must have been schizophrenic but they were definitely my people. I have no idea what that forum was or what they were talking about but I always wondered if I had stumbled upon the old ES forum in 2011....who knows... but I didn't stay or know anything about forums back then. I digress. It's interesting when people with similar architecture to ours get together how there is a merging of energies or contagion. I am just watching it through me right now as I type. A quickening. Along with a tightening on the left side of my chest, I think. A breathlessness. I'm going through a lot right now though too... feels to be my spleen and blood clearing and maybe guts... descending colon. And then the intensity of attacks of shadows or splitter tech (looks like lots of "floaters") and EMF assault that leaves me ungrounded and I was out of my home space (in the mountains of Western NC where they just had that horrible flood/hurricane and there is much work to do there), but I picked up an SPE. Ungrounded. Anxiety attacks. But also integrations of new energies. It's a wild time for sure. 

I could relate to watching the man touch his leg and know he was touching your wounds.

Probably should stop and not post this. Thank you God for the opportunity to witness.

Why not post? Maybe not edifying to Sarah and making it about myself. But it IS interesting to watch my energy shift when interacting with hers. 

Yeah, this isn't a good idea. "

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Breathe

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=mjCziABQbVs&list=LM

Te Ke Aloha

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=suu2Brsj_gI&si=GSKpnInCxZruPnxi

Shallow

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=DPXHMBKY39M&si=OrFyygWSwWihCJIh

Lose Yourself

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=zlJ0Aj9y67c&si=h6Q-PzWGeQlXOtGA

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dizziness, ungroundedness, anxiety, stomach pain (left side), nausea, not hungry but eating lots, vision distortions, excessive floaters, colors, 

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suuuuper bad nausea tonight.... and stomach pain.... bad. After eating fried food and pork... yeah... might have been the pork too... and fatty crap....I need a reset.