I don't recognize myself anymore. :( I just read some of my old blogs... I really liked THAT Carissa. I'm different and getting to be MORE different... less light... more grey and dead looking. Satan disguises himself as an angel of light (2 Cor 11:14)...so maybe that's what I was...disguised as an angel of LIGHT. ugh.
Jesus was nothing to look at ...no beauty that we should desire him...(Isaiah 53:2)... a man of sorrows aquainted with grief (v.3). I am supposed to follow him ...a pattern...(1 Tim 1:16)... deny myself (Luke 9:23).
ARE those old blogs really the result of demons?? Was who I was someone possessed by the world??? Or am I posessed now? I hate the answer to this... I think I am better off now (UNsparkelly)... I can read and comprehend the bible, God's Word, more now. If understanding is an accurate measure, and I think it is, then I am on the path.... I guess it's all part of the path to life... reversal...repentance...turn and walk back toward the garden...
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