Pinks

Today I saw what appeared to be a FLAMINGO... a giant pink bird... on the pond hanging with a heron. What? So strange. Holy Father?

Last week I saw a pink rainbow! 

This morning Felicity wrote me the most raw and beautiful message about the abuses she experienced. God, please show me how to respond. Paul was awful and I see glimpses of that now too - but I also think he's changed and changing more and that I am here to help him do that and love him and teach/model how to feel. 

Am I ... is my heart pain part of transiting and healing and helping beloved Paul to heal and his family, of course, are an extension of him. Is this Felicity's pain I've been feeling and birthing? Helping her open her heart?

God, Guardian team, please lock down my blog so no negatives or forces who wish harm would read it or get involved. I like having a safe place to process. I know I could process on ESF but there are energetics there that may add complexity that I'm not able to hold at this time. Thank you for this place. Please keep it safe.