Saturday, October 23, 2010

So much to do

There's soooo much to do. WHY am I BLOGGING?

Carissa, go READ your BIBLE. Go PRAY for all the people God has put in your life to lift up. Go clean and organize your home. Go nourish your soul with some resources that will help you grow in your knowledge of the Lord!!!

WHY ARE YOU BLOGGING??

Procrastination.
Avoidance.
Satan.
Ick.

By the way, please remember these verses that God is speaking to you (me) about today:
1 Peter 3:4 Clothe yourself instead with the beauty that comes from within, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is so precious to God.
Matthew 10:29-31 What is the price of two sparrows- one copper coin? But not a single sparrow can fall to the ground without your Father knowing it. And the very hairs on your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid; you are more valuable to God than a whole flock of sparrows.

Be OBEDIENT in EVERY LITTLE thing, Carissa. Please traipse down the trail of YESes. Please. Please. Please. Don't ever say "no" or "not yet".... this life exists FOR God and BY God and my every breath is for HIS GLORY. If that is true, I need to LIVE like it's true. I can't just say it.

Where am I being disobedient?
BLATANTELY disobedient?
Food.
Fasting.

God TOLD me to FAST. He is in the process of changing me from the inside out and He's [finally] getting to the "out"...the outside.... and now I'm getting in the way!!!! ARGH!!!! I'm SO DUMB!!!

It's been a good month since He told me what to do and instead of doing EXACTLY what He TOLD me to do (and what He has prepared me to do), I have been doing my OWN THING.... trying to "modify it" for MY "comfort".... trying to control it.

ick. CONTROL.

I think I know better than God.
WHAT IS WRONNNNG WITH ME????

SURRENDER the throne, Queen Carissa!! Surrender the throne! Please. With LOVE, and REVERANCE, give it ALL to HIM!!! He's GOT IT.  :)

Thanks.
Okay.
I'm gonna go do something productive now.

Love you. (me) You.

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