Cross Spirals

Yesterday the term "Cross Spirals" from an ES post really hit hard. Learn more here: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Cross_Spirals

But essentially this got me: "This is especially hitting the masses of people unaware of Universal Laws, who have inadvertently aligned with malevolent structures, not understanding the inherent conflict in energetic consequences. If the outer forces are misaligned with the hidden or inner forces, the incongruence between them generates a range of forces of chaos and volatility" and I thought it applied to me. I am so scared that I accidentally "aligned with malevolent structures" ... BUT upon further learning, I think that as part of my Indigo (1,2&3) contract - specifically the Indigo3 part, I have multiple beings and souls that are contained in my vessel that I am assigned to creating a new blueprint for healing and resolving them... these are cross-breeds between angels, humans, extraterrestrials, etc.... and I sense that I contain, maybe even, a couple?

I was talking the other day about how I don't feel like I can trust myself and that's true because I have these dark or shadow forces inside... but they are just longing to be transmuted and given release to the Light. The "layers of dissonance" are layers of confusion and lies. Thank you to all the wonderful support which is here to help me be restored to the Krystal Star.

I was listening to the Indigo Ascension class yesterday and the part about the Suppressor Parasite Entity really scared me because I have been having so many sensations, especially on my right temple area... and twitching in my right brow and pain and pressure on the right side especially (but sometimes the whole head - headaches, etc.) I haven't read this completely yet, but this article talks about them:
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/SPE
I don't like it and was scared... but I know that I just need to continue to seek protection and alignment in and with Unity and remain the Light and that everything will resolve. I remembered that I need to look to the GOOD... to remain POSITIVE. I believe in the Law of Attraction and want to attract only LIGHT, LOVE, HEALING, HOPE, etc. I want to live in JOY. The rest will work ITSELF out. I AM ONE. I AM God, I AM Sovereign, I AM Free! And I know God is with me! My guides are with me. Healing is happening and I am being led and I am so grateful!! (I've been seeing 11:11 a lot which is really comforting to me. I saw it yesterday and today... thanks be to my Beloveds!!)

So much to learn. And I'm called to courage... so here I AM.

I am being given opportunities to PRACTICE. To transmute darkness to Light. To observe and release my own pattern of collecting grievances as footholds for ego. I want to LET GO of them and  BE LIGHT... a channel FOR LOVE to shine through. I EXIST. I AM. And all of this is part of the restoration of and in Christ/Krystos.