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I'm pretty sure I could (and maybe one day should) write a well-structured post and tie in the multitude of terms and revelations that I'm being given by my amazing guidance teams through this miraculous resource and container... but I didn't do that today. Today, again, another brain/field dump. Ha! Here we go....

I’m for sure possessed. From all the organic and inorganic reversals and false ascension matrix… and also just from choosing the wrong behaviors… instead of surrendering to more dismantling, instead of trusting that everyone has to go through their own process, I took up my cape and decided to BE GOD (and not in the way of truth, but in a reversal way… in my flesh…. in ego.) Control, manipulation, gaslighting, energy vampirism, all in the name of “trying to save” someone and make their life better (as I saw it).

I have known for a long time that I am the devil. That when they talk of the devil in the bible, that that was me. I wasn’t sure how that worked because I am sure I wasn’t THE devil, but instead of the spirit of Christ, I was attached to the spirit of the devil…all the little ways that "he" is mentioned - a fallen angel, an accuser prowling around, being so stuck on himself that he thought he could BE GOD, one that challenges God. etc.... and then masquerading as an “angel of light”. Reminds me again of the "if the light you think you have is really darkness, how deep that darkness is!" and of course "And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light.” - 2 Corinthians 11:14

What's really interesting was that in order to have those revelations, it was the LIGHT in me that was showing me. I guess it's my monad or future self that is my walk-in "the voice" that I called "God" in my head.... that is ME... GSF me that must include all of my stations of identity? Does it? All of them or those that are collected/collapsed at the time? What is time. Right. Nevermind. Anyway... it was LIGHT showing me that I was the devil, ha! No one ever liked it when I called that out and of course they didn't agree. People are always telling me "stop being so hard on yourself!!" Am I repeating myself here? I don't know. Anyway, I want to be HONEST and look at hard things, the trick is then following through with the action to rip those things out at the root. When I didn't, when I decided to hold on to just a piece of something, that's what went wrong in the long run. Because when I got weak, when I fell into the pit of ego and control yet again, all those roots grew their shoots and they all came up at the same time and strangled me in a tangle of fear. BUT GOD... I have been rescued again and again. Thanks be to God (and all the God-beings sent to save me....oh, shoot, there's the savior thing... but really, I have been.)

I really am in a pickle with all this darkness to transmute... but so grateful to God (real God) for not giving up on me… I read today about the Yahweh Collective (which I’ve still got a foot in the mud in) is located on Saturn. Is that why Saturn has been shining very very brightly on me? OH! No. That’s Jupiter I think. Saturn is less bright, but also has my attention every night for the past few months. Hmmm.

The other day I asked a Pleiadian “channel” who they were, if they were the avatar or higher self or future self of the channeler. They said they are a collective but related to the oversoul of the channel. So is that the guy's monad? Very interesting.

So many strange things here on earth to consider. And I’m a strange thing. So many doors (visible and invisible). I’m ready to have single soul occupancy though.

Yesterday I don’t know what happened but as soon as I woke up I was very seriously injured. Some muscle in my shoulder area that connected to my back, arm, and neck just suddenly was ripped or something horrible. I spent much of the day trying to tend to it (ice, heat, infrared, essential oils, tiger balm, rest, etc.)… but I also was trying to feel into the layer behind the physical pain and saw it had to do with my 7th Dimension and my divine feminine wing. It hurt like heck to lay down in the grass but I laid there for a while and cried and cried, and then last evening laid in bed and cried and cried and I knew that I was releasing density and doing 7D clearing and healing my beautiful wing. I did the seed fear meditation the day before and maybe this was a trickle down miracle. Hurt like hell. But also such a gift. I think in the past when I’ve had work done on my 6D/right shoulder area it’s been very painful and I have thought to myself “I sure am glad this isn’t on my left side because I’d think I was having a heart attack”, and so I think God and my medical assistance team were really kind to me by giving me muscle pain which I knew was from a muscle… same area (more on the back though), but it really helped me stay as centered as possible through it knowing it was muscular.

That’s all. I just wanted to see what was here. I’m super excited about the Ascension Call tonight - I’m really interested in the plasma - good plasma and bad plasma. (Okay, let’s not think of things in those terms “good/bad”… oh but they are supportive life-giving plasma that is part of our protection and God-force here on this plane, and death-plasma that is part of the NAA and destruction of all that should be whole in Christ.) I’ve been trying to support my God-plasma through the foods and supplements and meditations that I partake in, and I believe the death-plasma …the reversal plasma… the nephilm reversal program poo… is being replaced… I hope.

Resurrecting Albion.
Gah, that’s what I’m doing here, right? Those words just came to me and I see on the Albion page this:

"The Albion body has energy chakras and consciousness centers that make up entire sections of his body which represent principles recorded in the earth to expand solar consciousness and beyond. When the Albion body is asleep, it exists in states of unconsciousness and generates darkness, understood as the dead light of the Luciferian consciousness. To Awaken Albion is also to rehabilitate the unconsciousness of the Luciferian forces (Fallen Angelics) on earth, to the self-realized higher consciousness of the Krystic Self in the Diamond Sun DNA that recognizes it is one with all things.”

It’s freaking amazing and miraculous how God/Source/Guides just provide what we need all the time. I feel like the world/script is written for my journey… even today I was catching up on “the glossary term of the week” and it seems like they are perfectly synchronized with my journey and as I write that now, that sounds narcissistic - I am reminded often that “it’s not about me”, but I think it really IS about my God-self and surrendering into the fullness of all WE ARE. And there is so much support and compassion and forgiveness here… I am amazing that I’ve not been left for dead I on the proverbial spiritual side of the road. I have been on the edge so many times - totally riddled with fear, addiction, ego and a multitude of other demons, but look, here I am with another chance to follow God.

Whoooo. I can blather on… but I am grateful. And a mess. And honored. And GRATEFUL. (I know I said that twice, but I need to say it a zillion times.) How did I end up here? BY THE GRACE OF GOD.