For documentation purposes I just want to note that I solidified some dots last night and believe that my work, in some way, is related to the 8th harmonic universe, 22D-24D. I am still very much clearing and creating pathways in the personality matrix as well as the soul and monad levels - but it seems that ultimately my source energy is coming from or meant to repair architecture in the 8th HU.
I am not sure if I noted it here a month or so ago but vibrant green and purple light seems to be emanating from me (my hands especially, or maybe that’s what I can see), and there was a day where I was in a beam of gold… maybe balanced energy that day. But in general the last - maybe even couple - months I’ve been battling with gold light being in my 12D shield. I thought it was defiled since we’re supposed to have platinum and aurora light there so I tried to make it go away… (I’m constantly battling with my dang 12D shield) but a week or two ago I realized that maybe it was supposed to be there too… so I’m embracing what is.
Animal communication/telepathy practice is going well - very interesting.
Lots of opportunities to surrender and work with core fears (my two major ones are “fear of death” and “fear of what people think”).
So far this year I’ve had significantly less challenge with the fall energies… not a cakewalk by any means, but I’m not holed up in my bed. I think this has lots to do with my intention to (a.) face fear, and (b.) observe (to ultimately let go) of filtering everything through the mind. <— I’m guilty of trying to micromanage my body and the world by the power of my mind/egoself.
I’m learning lots - grateful to our Source, guides, teams, and the divine support here helping me collapse timelines, collect soul fragments, close harmful portals, heal and protect my lightbody, and teaching me so much! I have to be careful because I’m so prone to spiritual pride and it creeps in as I see sometimes how God is working and loving through me/my vessel. This happened before 9 or 10 years ago and I started skimming the glory that belonged to God off the top to feed my ego (which subsequently returned to monster-status!)! So I really want to recognize my role as a compassionate witness and channel for the divine to work through. I guess the trick is making sure I am a portal of light not a dark portal which I’ve been prone to being. So… I continue… much work to do. I’m blessed and supported here in this space and eternally grateful to God and Lisa and Tomas and all the wonderful souls here who make up this healing and educational container built on the foundation of and in OMNI-LOVE!
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