Humble Thyself - Your work is in the Soul Matrix

Beautiful blessed lovely Jane and Evangeline! THANK YOU for reading and witnessing my experiences and I am so grateful to hear that it inspired you, Jane, in your own reflections! Bless you both to the moon…no, not the moon (ha!)… the sun… and back!!

Quickie update today because I’ve got lots to catch up on in 3D.

I am integrating the soul matrix.
ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Soul_Matrix

I THOUGHT I must have been working with higher energies because I feel quite certain that my God-self is with me… Ah… maybe this is my 23rd dimensional Christos-Sophia self in the 8th HU…. Ahhhhh!! Yep. That’s what I believe now. The friend who popped through 01022010 and began embodiment and led me as “the voice of God” since then….She’s teaching me. But the WORK is still right here in 4-6D… the consciousness work. My consciousness is being developed in the soul matrix, but it actually already exists in the higher dimensions. I am already doing work in those other dimensions and when I am especially aligned with source (I guess, maybe?) I get bleed-through deeper understanding and visions from that. I surely also have experienced a ton of astral plane distortions….but I’m also very protected and directed so there are both… there is a war over this “Carissa" being’s consciousness… the consciousness traps have snared me a bunch, but I’ve been on mission this entire lifetime and and have lots of fragments to pick up as a result of not knowing what was going on… but that was part of my job too… polarity integration baby!

We’ve got a couple things going on here… ego wanting to be more “advanced” than I am, and also having an “advanced” being/beings that are driving this ship. But my consciousness is still trapped down here so we continue…ONWARD! My work is in the personality and soul matrix now… the stuff going on on higher planes is all well and good and I’m grateful, but in order to be an effective integrator and frequency keeper and anchor of truth and light from above, I need to first clear the shadows, collect the fragments, reconcile the miasma, and heal the puncture wounds and other damages to my lightbody here in 3D and poor exploded 5D. I feel a battle happening in 7D (I don’t know if it’s a battle…but some sort of action for sure)…but that’s not for me yet. Humble yourself Carissa. Learn to love Cristy (my inner child) deeply and help her to heal and recognize who she really is as a God-being and member of the Christos Collective here to support the healing of the earth (what I call and glommed onto as “Tikkun Olam” (repair of the world) and that’s just what I call it.

I’m reminded almost daily about being involved with the 911 Timelines and I’m super-grateful to the guidance and education I’m getting around this.
ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Armageddon_Software

Thanks be to God and all my amazing guides, teams, support, star-sibs, and Lisa/Tomas - we are on THE WAY. WE ARE.

Ps. I had lunch with a fellow ESF member, Aaron, earlier this week and it was SO LOVELY! Too short! So many downloads! My favorite that I keep thinking about is how our gut flora (and microbe suits, as I call the body these days) are all part of our collective consciousness in the collective of Carissa, so switching the focus to supporting the consciousness of those that are dependent on me (ie. food and supplementation and whatever else they need - exercise, grounding, etc.) is really a paradigm shift for me. When they are unhappy or unbalanced (beat up or drugged up with sugar and carbs, for example), their consciousness is affected which effects my (greater/whole) consciousness in Carissa. Anyway, a blessed time shared!!