I've been so bad at journaling. The numbers. The events. The life. Lots of 11:11's these days - almost every day. But also so many more. 3:33 yesterday I forgot to write down. Seems like 222s and 444s and 6:06 and 4:04 and 4:14 this morning. Right now it's 2:55 and I definitely saw 1:55 and I think 11:55 and 11:44 and 11:33, I think, or maybe that was 12:33. Lots of numbers.
But also lots of dreams. Adventures. Drama.
Love. Paul and I are really growing together. Bonding. Thank you God for this beautiful man! I love this photo that I edited of him today. I see his love. It was taken at Hill's Snoballs where he had his first snoball just the way he likes it (ice cream flavored with condensed milk on top) in 23 years!
We've merged our money and created a budget. We are working together and we are playing together and we are making sweet sweet love. I love connecting with Paul - it feels so right and wonderful and is opening up me up to new possibilities and healing me in many ways.
Unfortunately we're not eating very well - we have so much fun together! For example, I begged and he gave in and took me to the Smithfield "Ham and Yam Festival" on Saturday. I've wanted to go for years and it was fun/cute. We shared a funnel cake with fresh strawberries, chocolate syrup, cinnamon, and powdered sugar that was deeeeelicious and fun! Then we got giant subs at Gotham's Deli. A TERRIBLE example is yesterday we were hungry and after grocery shopping we stopped and got Chinese food and we both got TWO things! I didn't like their General Tso's chicken very much so only ate a bit of it, but the moo shoo beef was good. Unfortunately I was having some sort of reaction either to the food or to Walmart poisoning but it turned me off and I don't want to eat any more Chinese food unless I make it myself. I gave the rest of my meal to Wes so I feel okay about that.
I cannot go to Walmart anymore. It was so tangible and observable (by Paul) what happened to me when we walked in there yesterday. I don't know if it's EMF or low frequencies or what it was, but SOMETHING accosted my lightbody and being as soon as I walked in there. I have felt that way before and written it off or it didn't bubble through my consciousness enough for me to take hold and recognize the DEATH RAY, but it is there. It was terrorizing my heart, nervous system and triggered pain, anxiety, and mood swings to anger, tunnel vision, I went into sympathetic dominance immediately. Very scary!
Well, Paul will be home any minute and I look forward to greeting him! I love him so much! Thank you God!
OH I forgot to mention the very powerful kundalini or plasma light infusions and connection with Source that I've been feeling, especially in the morning. I did the 144 Harmonics meditation this morning before falling asleep and it was amazing how much energy I could feel. And when I was talking with the planets and the stars this morning after getting Paul off to work in the wee hours, I felt God connection and it's so powerful!
I am still really loving YoQi and did the "Mood Lifter" one this morning which invigorated my spirit. I love QiGong. Remember Dan Cooney? He is the one who introduced me to it almost 20 years ago. It didn't stick then, but it's come back around a few times since and it is very powerful. I guess my college Theatre teacher, David Dvorscak actually introduced me to "Chi" through the TaiChi he infused into many of our college courses, plays, experiences.
I am still really loving YoQi and did the "Mood Lifter" one this morning which invigorated my spirit. I love QiGong. Remember Dan Cooney? He is the one who introduced me to it almost 20 years ago. It didn't stick then, but it's come back around a few times since and it is very powerful. I guess my college Theatre teacher, David Dvorscak actually introduced me to "Chi" through the TaiChi he infused into many of our college courses, plays, experiences.
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