POWERFUL

 I wish I could adequately express how POWERFUL this day has been. How MUCH spiritual movement has poured through me. How many powerful interactions I've had with beautiful beings and spirits of the Earth. 

Air. Water. Earth. Fire. Aether. 

All of them have been present. 

Last night Paul pulled "Connecting with the spirits of the Air" meditation which I listened to as he fell asleep and it helped me try to dissolve fear around Air. I think my birth sign is an Air sign. Air and Earth (since I'm on the cusp)... I can't remember which is which. But Air. And the fear of strong winds yesterday was "up". 

But WATER. The Water Song came up in convo with Rosemary yesterday and I talked about it again with Angela in the wee hours this morning. And then my AG pick was Water Memory which  (https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Water_Memory ) which is a mind-blowing article about how the modification and amplification of human DNA works and more!

TWO people - Michael and Wes sent me different videos on Grounding.... EARTH! 

And the FIRE of spirit in the AETHERS has been pouring through. 

Lots of liquid plasma feelings...that's what those tinglies are that I've been experiencing powerfully especially the last few weeks. I DO need to do that Plasma meditation... the Intergalactic Plasma one, I think. Rosemary suggested it yesterday.

I spent about an hour on the pond talking to turtles and ducks and birds and trees and water. I sang the water song to the water and sang the songs of my heart to All. 

I've had a powerful cleansing cry (I'm sorry I'm saying "powerful" so much... I don't know what else to say....it's been a POWERFUL day!).... sobbing listening to Nakho Bear's "Sunday Service" videos which I just found yesterday. My brother. 

Turns out today is the halfway point between the Equinox and the Solstice so the energies ARE aligned.

Before the sun came up I had beautiful, heartfelt, mental body moving conversations with Angela, Candice, Bean, and Kelsey (though hers was a voicememo exchange on Telegram), and then sweet Janelle! 

I DID eat kind of poorly... I ate a half bag of blue chips and salsa, and some caramel corn and a Kind Bar....and had mushroom hot chocolate earlier. I think it was rogues trying to thwart my spiritual expansion but I don't think it worked!

Paul and I deal with challenging energies - having to CHOOSE to overcome our pain bodies. But he's doing it! With GRATITUDE! The Universe keeps giving him messages about gratitude and now he's writing about it and integrating it.

I swallowed yesterday on purpose which was a big deal and act of love and service.

Amazing how my moods can really take me off course. God, please keep me aligned - I pray for the TRIWAVE energies and ZERO-POINT neutral fields... for the CHRIST fields. I do feel like we are again anchoring 14D into 2D. That seems "up" again and what we were working on during this time last year.

I love Janelle's presence and opportunity to love her and practice all the things I need to practice (which I don't do GREAT yet)... the biggest being "KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT".  Only offer advice when asked. But I'm doing better for sure. And she seems to appreciate me. God blessed us ABUNDANTLY through her as I was able to sell her car and make a $1500 commission and our credit card is almost paid off!

Did I tell you Paul and I had a fantastic weekend where we created a budget and got on the same page financially which is a huge step as we continue to work toward UNITY IN ALL. 

I'm so grateful for him. HE and our relationship are my main concerns now. My "canvas" that I am able to paint most of my spiritual work with. God, please grant me wisdom and love and vitality to overcome fear and be a force of kindness, compassion, and love in his life. 

The "angel numbers" have been OFF THE CHARTS! So many! I think they are pointing me very much to working with the heart - 2D/4D 2:22 4:44 and 14D, and Masculine/Feminine 12:13, embodying Sophia 13:13 and 13:26, and anchoring the Monad with Paul - 7D/8D/9D. Lots of interference and horseman pulsing - 9:11, but we are on track moving from the 3D to 5D (3:33 and 5:05 5:15 on 5/5).... there have been so many more than that. 11:11 almost every day and 1:11 and .... just a LOT. You understand. And you can look in my other journal where I've recorded many (but not all... it would be impossible to keep up!)! I trust my higher self is getting the message. Or maybe it's my higher self SENDING the message? 5/5 5:05 (now)

I need to go do a meditation and then make dinner.