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AG Pick: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Collecting_Holographic_Records

Collecting Holographic Records

The result of collecting vibrational data throughout the Universal timelines of holographic record is designed to section and re-route Collective Consciousness that have been accumulating in group Reality Bubbles, Frequency Hubs and negative future timelines. Thus, there has been a gathering period of holographic data record in the collective consciousness field of the earth since 2012 to feed back into the Transtime Continuum. Many of us have been doing this data collection providing the framework for the ascending consciousness pathways during sleep state. The bifurcation amplifies polarities of positive and negative force considerably, and the result of the amplification is measured in weighted frequency average. This measurement is what directs the earthly kingdom and all of her inhabitants to the frequency space, the dimensional law, that is most aligned for that individual to continue evolution and spiritual development as a part of its group consciousness frequency.[1]

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What message do I get from this? Definitely feeling SEEN by God/the Universe. Themes I've been trying to reach for. 

Gathering data to feed back to transtime continuum
bifurcation and frequency reminding me that Ryan is not choosing the same path or wavelength that I am. He blames me, but ultimately it's both of our choices... his choice for him and mine for me. I want to choose love. But I've gone too far down into the pit... I'm starting to get burned and I'm maybe making it worse for him... pushing him further... my being triggers him. My "light" triggers him? But whatever it is, it makes him worse and not better. He used to be moving toward gratitude...and maybe it's better... he's got a better relationship with his family and building his own business and talking about trying to get up earlier and not waste as much time and talking about quitting smoking ... anyway, we can keep growing individually and as friends. I pray I can be a source of love for him... but I can't keep allowing the toxic and backwards and abusive treatment and words... his black magic casting spells over me - I do not consent. I am not psycho or any of the ugly words he calls me. I have a good heart and have loved him and taken interest in him and done the best I could. I can't be perfect, but I'm beautiful in my mess. 

Ramsey reminds me of who I AM. 
This is most important in terms of who WE ARE.

Thanks be to God.

Le'Anna gave her blessing in my exploration of feelings and future with Ramsey. I like his name. I am intimidated. But I see how it could be a symbiotic relationship. So we'll see. 

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Holy crap! I just went to AG to reference what's happening to cause the MADNESS that just went down here. (Physical drama/abuse... me jumping on Ryan's car as he tried to run me over (he could have if he really tried)... and he threw me on the ground, wrestling me... maybe hitting me... I'm hurting. It was bad.). 

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Boomerang_Effect_of_Rebounding_Black_Magic

I burped and felt black magic moving through ... still need to read this, but definitely feeling this. THANK YOU GOD!!!

I love Ryan. We love each other. But this is so SO toxic. And being together makes it worse. I don't want to want Ramsey or anyone. I need to go inward and want ME. This is my priority.