False Alarm

7:54

False alarm - we're okay. Thank goodness for Paul. AND that that apartment was rented!

We talked and made love and are re-connected. I think there was lingering disconnect from my trip, but also we need to get on the same page in the money department and we are now headed in that direction.

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An incredibly magical song that Angela sent me this morning:
https://www.singthewatersong.com/songlyrics

POWERFUL!!!!!

It's 8:04 now. 88 was a thing yesterday. Kit noticed 5:55 this morning. There have been SO MANY numbers. I can't keep up but I trust my Godself is registering and working with them. 

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This is from an email window that I had open for - it must be a month - on my computer. I was going to write something but didn't. But this seems important enough to keep:

Feeling like my challenges with discipline are related to challenges with truth. I lie to myself. I don’t prioritize myself to keep my word. But it goes deeper in that the promises (toward discipline) may not be rooted in an honest movement toward healing myself. Or I’m trying to kill myself. Yep. That one too. The warring consciousness. Ah, this is a DEEP ONE!

Thank you for bringing this forward Eliyanah! 

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I wonder if I'm terribly fractured? A terribly damaged being? But also still an active receiver/transmitter so God can still work through me. I want to stay here! I want to heal! I'm shooting for 88 years (at least)! God, please don't give up on me!

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11:11 12:12 mirror mirror 12:21 (ps. I saw Candice's post at 12:13 and Paul pulled a Holy Father and I pulled a Holy Mother meditation yesterday). 12:22

12:44/44% 1:11 13:33
1:43 1:44

What a HUGE AG pick for the day!
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Benevolent_ET_and_Extradimensional_Entities

Also, I just rolled and got a very supportive meditation suggestion:
"Developing Self Awareness" - on it!

2:22 3:33 5:55
6:44 7:44 21:12 9:09