Tuesday, October 4, 2022

PaCaRuMaMo

I wanted to write about something here ... thinking about it last night... but now I forgot. Darn. Maybe it will come forward again. It had a title and everything. While I'm here I'll note that I have been having relatively bad dreams... challenging dreams I should say. I listen to meditations and get up through the night. Yesterday at around 4pm I started having situations with my body... chest pain... laid down, liquid plasma light...etheric surgery to help with the chest pain or part of the upgrades, soul retrieval, and transits? I don't know. I had a big beep to the head again and was deaf in my right ear for an hour or so. Paul pulled the "Correcting the 2D-4D Schism" card ... I feel just to show me that's what we are working on. I see 222 and 444 and feel that is going on. LOTS of numbers these days though. LOTS. God is with me. So relax and don't let fear stop me. So we made love - Paul and I - last night. Even though my body didn't feel well, I just sunk into God and used it to connect with Paul and God and pray and it was lovely. We're doing this apple fast... I don't know if it's not good for me... the sugar. I only ate 3 apples yesterday and the heart stuff came on after the last one so I hope I didn't trigger anything... Ca/Mg ratio = blood sugar ratio.... and I feel those two definitely affect the heart. I guess all the electrolytes do. I took a bath last night too. And the day before. 

It's getting light. I wanted to go back to bed. Will I? Maybe for a mediation. Yes. Go. Okay.

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I REMEMBERED!! I wanted to title my next blog with our new Hulu (and TEAM) name... PaCaRuMaMo. Funny and sweet, right? Grateful to be on this journey with Paul!

PAulCArissaRUeMAnsonMoses

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Today's AG pick and what I'm SUPPOSED to be doing here: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Holding_Space

Forget the whole "save the world through reverse engineering" spiel. How can I HOLD SPACE for my friends, like Anne-Marie, without having to insert my viewpoint.

This is a big takeaway from the Kelly Brogan and Jo Yi IG Live I watched this morning... how Kelly doesn't comment on her daughter's choices.... no "that's bad" OR "that's good"... UNLESS ASKED.

How can I step into that?
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Here's my second post on that SRA in Music thread:

Thank you for your wonderful responses Bruce, Kelsey, and Jackie! I enjoyed reading your thoughts and experience!

I've had this theme going the last couple weeks where I was paying attention to what we were feeding our souls. This has been tied to a bible concept (the verse is Matthew 6:22) that says "The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light."... the New Living Translation says “Your eye is like a lamp that provides light for your body. When your eye is healthy, your whole body is filled with light."

So to me this is about guarding what we put in our body... eyes, ears, the whole thing.... if we put IN light, then the body will be filled with light. If we put in darkness, it will be filled with darkness.

The trick is this whole mission strand thing where it seems we are meant to explore (and potentially reverse engineer) certain unpleasant topics. Prior to our awakening/consciousness expansion, we didn't know what we were taking part in, but now we know and we go in with eyes wide open, exposing ourselves to these challenging energies but with our krystic hearts and shields activated. I would like to only have my eyes (and ears) filled with light but it seems that this is not the season for it. Ha!

I really appreciate the bands mentioned here. Bruce, your take on Ozzy was really interesting. Paul really likes and listens to Ozzy Osbourne and it's been interesting to feel into some of his music. I've been trying to note which lyrics are "sticky"... some of them have stayed with my consciousness quite a bit... the ones that roll around in your head all night, over and over.

I don't know if it's ALL humans that are coded to respond to music, but I definitely feel a deep kinship with music... like I was created to be a worshipper as a powerful channel to connect more deeply to God. I believe Lisa mentioned that recently too - her connection to music. Most of my loved ones are this way too so I'm leaning more toward it being a universal human trait.

I used to serve on the tech team at my churches (3 of them over maybe 10 years) and the music/worship was such a big part of setting the stage...softening the hearts....tilling the soil....preparing people for the message which would be dropped as a seed in their hopefully fertile hearts. The resources (time, money, talent, creativity) that went in to getting the sound just right, the lighting just right, the songs just right... it was amazing! And it really did almost put people into a trance. I know I would watch myself be overcome through the music... giving myself away to the lyrics and energy flowing through. It was ecstatic and blissful (hello astral bliss)!

When I started guarding my heart... not wanting to worship Jesus anymore (as I was seeing the difference between Jesus and Christ and the Father, etc.)... I started changing the lyrics in my heart when they would sing "praise Jesus", I said "praise the Father" or something.... but it helped me to step into observer consciousness and watch the "show".

Anyway, I love your idea of a seasonal playlist, Kelsey! And that video with reversed messages and music was interesting and entertaining. I didn't watch the whole thing yet but will dig deeper in DRT. It reminded me of the power of the Beatles... who have such upbeat and lovely music but it's so interesting what is apparently coded into it... like what Bruce said about Crowley.... I believe he influenced the Beatles quite a bit.

Jackie, I loved this:

Like Bruce, I feel a lot of artists carried/carry Christic codes and were chosen to be a part of “Pied Piper” SRA ritual by the controllers, knowing the spells that are cast and how it all works while we didn’t. I could write loads (I may return later) but lessons came out from artists’ lives down the years too so in a way they made great sacrifices to bring us those lessons to witness.

I hope you will write loads! ... and appreciate you bringing forward the gift of the opportunity to compassionately witness all this and the artists' lives... I guess that is a part of what we wanted to work with in this timeline.

I didn't mean to write a book here, but wanted to thank everyone who contributed.

Ah! Here's a great article with some answers for my soul (and confirming much of what everyone else shared), thank you God!: ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Rediscovering_Conscious_Sound

Yet we must learn from the sound wave weaponry and sonic geometric code programs that have been used against us and reclaim the power of sound technologies for the empowerment and upliftment of all humanity. All human beings are exceptionally receptive and inclined to reverberate with resonating sound tones or energy waves, especially those that naturally emanate from the planetary body.


Much love to all!
Carissa

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