Terrible toxicity from Ryan and I. I hear the role I played and need to resolve that IN ME. I instantly had an impulse to reach out to Ryan to help with it but this is my problem, not his. He has his own problems. Let him deal with his problems and I'll deal with mine.
I cannot be in another relationship until I deal with my problems.
Codependency. Playing the victim. People pleasing. Conflict avoidance. Controlling through manipulation. Not standing up for myself.
Enough of this.
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