Ugh! Get OVER myself!
I keep finding myself trapped here- in this place where I am so wrapped up in ME. Why do I care about what anyone thinks about me? Why do I care about what someone else is doing (especially if I'm concerned about how it reflects on me)? Why am I so wrapped up in things that DON'T matter?!!!!
What matters?
Certainly nothing involving little ole' me. It's NOT ABOUT ME!! Why can't I get that through my thick skull? Why do I keep coming back to this? Why do I keep finding myself laying on the floor worrying about stuff... (Yes, I actually lay on the floor and worry. I stare out at the baseboards and half zone out while looking at the way the light reflects on the lip of the baseboard, and half try to ignore the prickly and self-indulgent feelings that sneak up when I submit to self-centered depression (the "woe-is-me" type)).
Please, Carissa... get. over. yourself. (and all the junk that goes with it.)
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