Sick and Tired

Besides the fact that I am *actually* sick (with a nasty cold)... I'm also sick and tired of Ryan's moods. Today we had sex and then we were going over to my new house to look at the ceilings and work that Donnie did and on the way over I asked if he would sleep over at my house. He didn't answer and immediately started trying to pick a fight with me. He's happy as long as everything goes according to his plans and thoughts, but when I try to introduce my own thoughts, it messes him up and he gets offended. 

He got mad at me for saying that Donnie said I could return 2 of the gallons of ceiling paint. Ryan said he might need them to do another coat and I said that Donnie called me and said he didn't need them and that he opened another can. Ryan questioned me and called me argumentative and got hostile with me.

It's getting old. 

But I really DO need him. But does that give him a license to treat me like crap?

I took some medicine today... alka-selzer sinus and something. I feel weird about it but it really did help.

Yeah. I'm over this drama.

ps. Getting some good numbers. LOTS of 44's. Saw 4:44 and 5:55 today. 9:23 And 11/22:33!