It's a hard time. I went to the ER from 2-6am the other night. Whole body allergic reations. Histamine intolerance I believe. Support is here. God loves me. Thank you God. Big stress moving. And Ryan is both helping soooo much and also being emotionally hard on me. It's a mirror. Punishing me for his helping me. I do that to my lovers too... I did it to Michael...it's some reversal energy... need to source it. Thank you God for the information. I'm feeling overwhelmed. But help has been abundant. And everything will happen in divine right timing. My computer is here at the new house. As of yesterday, July 24, 2023, my house is mine... filed in my name.
Crying on the lawnmower yesterday because I feel so out of control and not sure how to even drive around and get the grass... no clear patterns. Lots of stuff in the way... roots and trees and stumps... I will figure it out. I am being taught to be strong. Thank you God. Donnie is doing such a beautiful job transforming my home. Soon there will be floors and it will be beautiful! It is beautiful. I love it!
It's a stressful, overwhelming, tiring, anxiety-producing time, but I am okay. Thank you for the help that Corie, Jerry, Hazel, Le'Anna, Scott, JoJo and the O'Malleys and Michael and mostly Ryan. He is my hero.
Ryan got the fence put in. Last thing before it's chicken-ready is wire on the gates, but it is horse-ready now and he's going to get my water UV thing on soon too.
God.
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