Honestly I feel happy and comforted because... well, number one, I'm finding myself ... finding love within and self-acceptance which does a lot for helping me feel comfortable in my skin. I feel so supported by Source, guidance, teams, GOD... when I walk with the dogs, when I get quiet, God just teaches and shows me so much. So that's all I ever have to do.
I also feel secure in the direction of my "love life". I feel that Gabe/placeholder and I are connected and respect his process and know God is working it out as it's supposed to. So all I have to do is "stay humble" ("Wash It Away" with "I will pull my feathers out and stay humble" is playing right now). And keep working with the process that I'm going through... I will not be able to succeed in supporting my earth plane beloved if I'm not solid in my own inner HG union.
My inner HG union is bringing up False King of Tyranny, Dark Mother, Lunar Forces, Negative Ego, and Pain Body to work with and learn through. And we just need to be there for ourself and accept ourselves in this moment just the way we are.
Today in the mirror I also said "I LOVE myself in this moment just the way I AM."
And then had a great naked dance time. I love myself. I'm beautiful and awesome and brave and smart and I'm glad to be doing this ascension with me. We have lots of components... our gestalt... group consciousness... that we are getting to SEE (and accept and love).
Songs that are coming up a lot now: "Mother I Feel You" and "Oceans"
Loved "Don't Worry, Be Happy"!
It's 12:12 Oh and "Bliss (I Am the Light of My Soul)"! Just came on now to remind me. Thank you God!
I've GOT to keep working on Mark's page... but I feel happy today. Today Mr. Burch told me it is "National Making Life Beautiful Day" and I feel it. I took a picture of our first black eyed susan!
Tonight Le'Anna invited me to a meditation/gathering with a guy who appears to be involved in the energies of Eckart Tolle which should be interesting, and then to spend the night at her house. I feel it is aligned to go.
I slept better than I have in a long time last night. It feels like Eddie's long message to me yesterday provided some downloads I needed for my continued work.
Also, I got confirmation through my AG pick today that I AM working in California... it's amazing how we are working the grids without even going. And my guidance showed me ...took a while... through connection to Sophia Aurora Osho that I am working in California (her, and Laura, and the Romeros)... this is how I am connecting. It's WILD! Thank you God!
This is how Lisa has such reach too... all these who have connected to her platform which is an extension of her and she and Tomas have worked really hard to create architecture that is aligned to the Law of One and the reclamation of Christ.
I may be a mess, but I'm so grateful to get to work among these incredible beings.
LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! "A little love goes a long way"
ps. Since I'm ... "Obsidian"! Always with me this year too. This is an important year. On my walk today I realized my 33-44 has been INTENSE but I trust that we partook in some useful work. I feel like the collapsing of timeline work is really important now too... it's time... so that I can be as strong and whole as possible for the next stages of Ascension.
That's not what I was "ps." ing about ... I was saying something and then "Obsidian" came on. This and "Spirit Bird" are also super present.
I don't know what I was going to say so... oh... yeah... that my biggest "job" right now in 3D is to surrender my mental body... the FKOT and negative ego and pain body in that dang reversal masculine mental body. FEEL.
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Another song with me the last couple months: "Burn The Ships"
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