https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/SRA
This is one of the big burritos that I'm working on. Now.
My AG pick today. Yes. But my life pick too, aye?
I have been working with this energy - pulled the "safe passage for SRAd children" and even did that one with Roody on the night he was leaving.
Explains the blood clearing - blood covenants. That meditation helped last night. I need to do it again. I am clearing it from my ancestry and blood and holding or transiting it on the macro as well.
We've been very busy.
Yes, helping with pieces of the Omnilov3 group's work. We're working this and it's hard.
I shared that article with Shannon, Dr. Wilson and Paul. Paul didn't read it (I doubt the others will either), but immediately sent me back a link to something about the 11 tenets of satanism from LaVey's site. I deleted it immediately because it felt evil.
I do not consent to participate with evil or excuse it any more.
I confessed this to Paul who said he was trying to stand up for satanism because on that website one of the "rules" are to not hurt kids.
He doesn't get it. It's not up to me to teach him.
I have an awakening in my fetal cells. I have a trembling in my tailbone. God, please awaken and open me to my purpose. May I be a light to the world.
May I be honest.
May I be a force of love.
God, help me to align to truth.
Guide me.
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So is flu benevolent? Was this a clearing and healing? A part of something bigger. Clearing through planetary and ancestral and physical pieces.
I'm burping big burps. RRO. Clearing. Transiting miasma.
Last night (and possibly nights prior)I was dreaming of King Cakes... seemed to be clearing something with Paul. I was there with Paul, I believe. Last night there was a tray of sandwiches that were decorated like King Cakes. (Mardi Gras cakes... with beads and green, gold, and purple.) INTERESTING COLORS!! Emerald Order. Gold Order. Amethyst Order.
Nausea. Clearing Black Magic.
Been burning acid in my stomach, esophagus... for 2 weeks so far.
Colorado is no accident either... this is a major SRA clearing and that's a major hub.
I'm burping big burps. RRO. Clearing. Transiting miasma.
Last night (and possibly nights prior)I was dreaming of King Cakes... seemed to be clearing something with Paul. I was there with Paul, I believe. Last night there was a tray of sandwiches that were decorated like King Cakes. (Mardi Gras cakes... with beads and green, gold, and purple.) INTERESTING COLORS!! Emerald Order. Gold Order. Amethyst Order.
Nausea. Clearing Black Magic.
Been burning acid in my stomach, esophagus... for 2 weeks so far.
Colorado is no accident either... this is a major SRA clearing and that's a major hub.
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Speaking to Rosemary who reminded me that in Lisa's last call she said it could feel like we're poisoned... and that's what I'm experiencing. She also encouraged me not to go to Colorado which I'm leaning towards agreeing with. That would only be a week away and I can't even go to the dog park and back without getting exhausted.
Working with fear - that I'll ALWAYS be like this, etc.... that this is the end... etc. All coming up for witnessing. So witness. Don't resist. Just be with it.
She did warn me that the chamber... barometric chamber? That doesn't sound right. ... that breathing chamber causes severe detox symptoms. Nope. Not gonna do it. I was daydreaming of doing it thinking it would help, but nope. Not if it will make me worse.
Paul went to go get red meat. We both felt we needed it. I wanted lamb. Maybe tomorrow. Today we're going to do burger.
Working with fear - that I'll ALWAYS be like this, etc.... that this is the end... etc. All coming up for witnessing. So witness. Don't resist. Just be with it.
She did warn me that the chamber... barometric chamber? That doesn't sound right. ... that breathing chamber causes severe detox symptoms. Nope. Not gonna do it. I was daydreaming of doing it thinking it would help, but nope. Not if it will make me worse.
Paul went to go get red meat. We both felt we needed it. I wanted lamb. Maybe tomorrow. Today we're going to do burger.
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posted in OmniLov3:
It’s been really hard. Have had the “flu” (assuming ai weaponized version) for a week so far. While the fevers seem to have ended, I feel completely wrecked - poisoned, toxic - and so weak. My body doesn’t feel right. Feels like I’m dying. Anxiety comes and goes. I had a right ear infection 2 days but felt it was related to FKOT/lunar repair and it morphed to right eye for a bit confirming it - that was maybe 5 days ago.
Blood poisoning feels to be the name of the game. And supporting spleen and kidneys especially.
A few weeks ago I had that wound show up on my left knee and get very infected/staph and I feel the infection maybe came from a toxic poison leaking from my knee bone. Paul had a matching wound further down his leg - also on the gallbladder meridian. On both of us it looked like a snake bite. I got a fever and systemic infection and all organs attacked then too.
The day this flu started for me was also the day that my beloved rooster (dear pet of 6 years) was taken. I brought him in the house and slept in room with him - chills and organ/body pains and all. So many lessons given to me that day about surrender. I watched myself trying to impose my desires upon his death process - holding him and wishing he’d “let go”…but that was my own selfishness wanting anything to be other than it was. Usually we would help our animals cross but Paul was against it so I was called to be present with Roody’s suffering instead of trying to change it or short change him of his experience.
There has been an extraordinary amount of emotional clearing- crying, grief, sadness, anger, etc. this week.
Yesterday- or the day before? (it’s all a blur) I did CDS”protocol F” where you take a dose of CDS every 15 minutes for an hour and 45min. Soooooo much crying through that. (I was watching a sad movie too - “The Starling” - which helped.) I am trusting I was healing miasma and not poisoning myself worse.
Paul is on day 4 and in the same boat as me - weak and toxic. Michael (our neighbor and our friend who we got this from - who I had the opportunity to witness caduceus network with on his first 2 days) is on his day 9 and still not well.
Waffling between belief that this is a benevolent healing and a vicious attack. Either way, feels aligned to planetary healing. SRA and blood healing in particular. I sobbed through as I read my AG pick today (SRA). I’ve been dreaming about it and working with it a bit awake.
First thing I read this morning was this headline a friend sent me. Seems interesting considering what we’ve been hearing about.
www.reuters.com/world/europe/pope-dissol...titution-2022-09-03/
I’m sorry this isn’t put together very well. I’m typing on my phone from the bathroom. I started to write a prayer request yesterday (or was it the day before?) but opted not to as I know we are all going through it… but I need prayer - we all do - and I want to share. Trusting Guardians know what’s going on but it doesn’t hurt to ask for a little extra support.
God, teams, please protect our family and bodies and earth and homespace. Please strengthen and/or straight up build our shields to guard us. Please heal Paul and Michael and I and all who are inflicted with this. Please protect our dogs, horse, chickens, and all our loved ones in the colors and sound and name of Christ-Sophia.
There’s more I just need to rest.
Roody sent me a shooting star of love as he left his body. It was strange that he waited until I stepped out of the room before he transitioned. I was there all night so he wouldn’t be alone but he wanted to. I wasn’t gone more than 10 min and off he went.
I saw a giant Aurora rooster-eagle in the clouds yesterday that I think Roody sent.
Enough.
How was YOUR day? How are you guys holding up?
Love,
Carissa
Blood poisoning feels to be the name of the game. And supporting spleen and kidneys especially.
A few weeks ago I had that wound show up on my left knee and get very infected/staph and I feel the infection maybe came from a toxic poison leaking from my knee bone. Paul had a matching wound further down his leg - also on the gallbladder meridian. On both of us it looked like a snake bite. I got a fever and systemic infection and all organs attacked then too.
The day this flu started for me was also the day that my beloved rooster (dear pet of 6 years) was taken. I brought him in the house and slept in room with him - chills and organ/body pains and all. So many lessons given to me that day about surrender. I watched myself trying to impose my desires upon his death process - holding him and wishing he’d “let go”…but that was my own selfishness wanting anything to be other than it was. Usually we would help our animals cross but Paul was against it so I was called to be present with Roody’s suffering instead of trying to change it or short change him of his experience.
There has been an extraordinary amount of emotional clearing- crying, grief, sadness, anger, etc. this week.
Yesterday- or the day before? (it’s all a blur) I did CDS”protocol F” where you take a dose of CDS every 15 minutes for an hour and 45min. Soooooo much crying through that. (I was watching a sad movie too - “The Starling” - which helped.) I am trusting I was healing miasma and not poisoning myself worse.
Paul is on day 4 and in the same boat as me - weak and toxic. Michael (our neighbor and our friend who we got this from - who I had the opportunity to witness caduceus network with on his first 2 days) is on his day 9 and still not well.
Waffling between belief that this is a benevolent healing and a vicious attack. Either way, feels aligned to planetary healing. SRA and blood healing in particular. I sobbed through as I read my AG pick today (SRA). I’ve been dreaming about it and working with it a bit awake.
First thing I read this morning was this headline a friend sent me. Seems interesting considering what we’ve been hearing about.
www.reuters.com/world/europe/pope-dissol...titution-2022-09-03/
I’m sorry this isn’t put together very well. I’m typing on my phone from the bathroom. I started to write a prayer request yesterday (or was it the day before?) but opted not to as I know we are all going through it… but I need prayer - we all do - and I want to share. Trusting Guardians know what’s going on but it doesn’t hurt to ask for a little extra support.
God, teams, please protect our family and bodies and earth and homespace. Please strengthen and/or straight up build our shields to guard us. Please heal Paul and Michael and I and all who are inflicted with this. Please protect our dogs, horse, chickens, and all our loved ones in the colors and sound and name of Christ-Sophia.
There’s more I just need to rest.
Roody sent me a shooting star of love as he left his body. It was strange that he waited until I stepped out of the room before he transitioned. I was there all night so he wouldn’t be alone but he wanted to. I wasn’t gone more than 10 min and off he went.
I saw a giant Aurora rooster-eagle in the clouds yesterday that I think Roody sent.
Enough.
How was YOUR day? How are you guys holding up?
Love,
Carissa
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