Working with heartbreaking topic related to Paul who shared this with me yesterday about this song. I felt moved to share in ESF today.
I’m not sure where to put this but feel to share with my beloved soul family as I’m working through understanding and witnessing how my partner was SRAd through music at a young age and can’t help but wonder how often this happens? He shared with me that his first favorite song, at age 5….age 5...was called “N.I.B.” by Black Sabbath. (Lyrics: genius.com/Black-sabbath-nib-lyrics)
Here are some of the lyrics:
Oh yeah
Some people say my love cannot be true
Please believe me, my love, and I'll show you
I will give you those things you thought unreal
The sun, the moon, the stars, all bear my seal
Oh yeah
Follow me now and you will not regret
Leaving the life you led before we met
You are the first to have this love of mine
Forever with me till the end of time
Oh yeah
Now, I have you with me under my power
Our love grows stronger now with every hour
Look into my eyes, you'll see who I am
My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Very upsetting to feel into. And then the sweet poor boy continued being drawn to that kind of music and saw the artists as role models. His dad died when he was 4 (in his arms - trauma) so he didn’t have a father figure…. thus ended up looking up to Angus Young of AC/DC.
He is still a professing “satanist”. (WHY GOD DO YOU HAVE ME IN THIS POSITION TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH A SATANIST???) The thing is… even though he’s got unpleasant (satanic) tattoos on his body - including the face of freaking Anton LaVey in a pentagram - he doesn’t profess or believe anything in particular. To him he sees it as a big “FU” to the Catholic Church. (He grew up in the Catholic religion - his Mom was devout.) He looks at satan as another…better... word for “God” or “quantum field”…. It’s so confusing and twisty and I haven’t yet nailed down understanding about his beliefs. (Note, I have always felt the krystic heart inside him - I see it sometimes and it’s so beautiful. Feeling we both took on this life to work with rehabilitating fallen architecture.)
The more I’ve leaned into the question “What is Satanism?”, I realize there are so many facets of it… and I have only begun my digging (I’m a little over a year in, but it feels like I’ve hardly scratched the surface).
Anyway, I wanted to share this note about how I’m feeling into the power of music and that I bet so many have been exposed to satanic ritual abuse… the cording (strangling) of hearts and minds through the black magic that is coded into popular music.
If anyone else has examples or thoughts around this, I’d love to hear them too!
Love,
Carissa
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Also, my suggested for today was: https://energeticsynthesis.com/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2424-what-is-astral-bliss
Lots of good stuff there.
Saw 30/5:05 this morning so far.
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You know what's weird is that I wrote about Paul's Anton LaVey tattoo this morning and he just (less than an hour after me writing that) quoted Anton in reference to something completely different (transhuman agenda).
We really are VERY connected. I think he IS my soulmate. That's the answer for why God put me with a Satanist... because he's my divine beloved. And we have to work through our distortions together IN LOVE.
The other day he was having a hard day at work and he was telling me about it and as he was writing "I need a hug" (which, of course, I couldn't see him writing it), I sent a note saying "Big hugs!"... lots of synchronicities. We are similar and twins in many ways. So I need to love him like I love myself (and frankly I need to learn to love myself!!
We've got hurricane (now tropical storm) Ian over us right now... lots of wind and some rain... supposed to rain for days.
Yesterday I took my final exam and passed my Nutritional-Mineral Balancing certification program (a few days short of the allotted year! Eep!) There are so many possibilities with this now... the question is whether I will invest myself or not. Here's God saying "HERE is a career for you dear Cristy... one where you can help and counsel people...one that is not entirely based on the computer... one that you can scale how you like and work from where you like... make it your own. You're hired! You're your own boss! Do it darling! It incorporates health on all layers - physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual. YES. This is FOR YOU!!
Thank you God!
Saw 5:55 (twice) and 6:55 and also 6:54 and 6:44 and now it's 9:05.
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