I was a dark portal

I was a dark portal... probably due to chocolate cheesecake. 
I was NOT well yesterday.

Paul has been very patient and amazing.

I've gotten some good numbers today. I think a 1:44 and a 17:17... it's 22:00 now. I had a 21:48, 20:00, OH YEAH. It was 19:19/9 with 19%
I had 13:03 and 12:12 and 12:13 and 11:55 and 11:48 and 11:44... no...these were yesterday...  The last one or two. Aaaaanyway...

I'm feeling bad but okay. 

I tortured poor Paul. I ripped the covers off him and demanded he help me. He didn't know how and I upset him so he couldn't have an open heart. I can't "GET" by "DEMANDING". I need to be gentle and soft.
Jannelle and I went to Buffalo Wild Wings and got our cauliflower wings after all. And we went to the pottery studio and I made a roller coaster bowl/vase thing for Mr. Burch. She invited me to go to Atlanta with her at the end of the month to go to a Josh Garrells concert. She is a beautiful friend. Help me to be strong and loving.
OH MY GOODNESS. I can't believe it but I think the Universe has provided a BCX Rife machine for us!! (I mean... it HAS!) I accidentally bid on one last week, not thinking it was possible that I'd get it...and the auction (on ebay) ended today and I GOT IT!!! AHHHHH! I was the only bidder. It's an older version but I pray it is just what God ordered. I feel hopeful about it. And a little in shock. 
Okay... we need to paint. It's time.