Stress

I have begged... can you PLEASE help me Paul. Nothing. Ignoring and then finally "what would you like me to do?" ... while laying there... back to me... instead of engaging. Earlier today I was singing over a pot ... a song about "please help me"... help help help help. And he came out to scold me to ask me when I would be done. The stress is too much. 

January 8th. The day the changes were supposed to be done by. What changes do I have??

I'm still in the same messed up relationship

I'm still in the same not well paying job

I'm still in the same home

Have my attitudes changed?

Am I in the pit of doom?

I need kindness and compassion. 

Where can I get it? From myself. 

It's ME. I'm the ONE. Be here for me now. See you. You sweet girl. I'm so sorry.