Let Go of my Hair

I have to keep letting go of my hair. It's literally all falling out and it needs to be okay. My scalp is on fire. It is so very thin. It looks bald on top. LET GO.

I have had a nice day with Paul. It's 2023! Thank you God! I woke up and felt so good to have made it here to this time. I feel hopeful that it is going to be a brighter year.

Paul and I were up until about 1am with the dogs and the fireworks.

I feel very happy and hopeful for Paul to lead. He's already set up a budget for us and got me on his list app...and we had a nice blowjob today and we took care of a rainbow squirrel that Paul named Red that I brought home. (I found him in the road where he (or she) was recently run over (or fell out of a tree). 

Misha's mania may have rubbed off on me. It's contagious?

I must read another chapter for Mama Bear.

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Today we saw blue heron, and I saw a massive flock of seagulls flying in a big circus over the Walmart, and we picked up rainbow Red the squirrel (who is still hanging in there as of right now), and I saw peregrine...or at least some sort of... falcons flying in circles near our beloved vulture family... and of course time with our horse and chickens and dogs... thank you God.