Meat only

Paul has been on the Carnivore Diet for 3 weeks now. He's been very passionate about it and teaching me lots. I have started and stopped it a bit... definitely upped my meat.... but then I went to Atlanta with Jannelle and we ate whatever... but I got back last night and was ready to start wholeheartedly today... but now after watching a Mikala Peterson video...some of it... I'm not sure. 

What if it makes the body unable to process other things? 
I signed up for a Kelly Hogan group in February ... to learn and chat and hold each other accountable, I guess? I think maybe I should do "Carnivore-ISH"... really limit oxalates, etc. And my body needs fat. But living on meat and butter doesn't sound balanced. But I want to heal.

I've got this chronic sinus infection. The dizziness is probably from that too. I need to heal. And obviously my body has always had problems... I messed it up with all the sugar and pharmaceuticals. I hae to help it find its sweet balance.

And what about starting a business. It's big. I don't know. We feel so wishy-washy and all over the place. Not grounded...but maybe the business will ground us. Me. I don't know if Jannelle will really want to stay in... but she has the magic and creativity. 

I'm tired.

God, what do you want from me?

LOVE. all over the place.