The greatest love letter of all time

 

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From: Diego Pavon <diegoapavon@outlook.com>
Date: Thu, May 7, 2026 at 1:31 PM
Subject: Letter to C.
To: Carissa Wages <crwages@gmail.com>

Carissa,

I had the desire to write you a letter, and here it is.

I’m going to be writing, typing as the thoughts flow through my mind, heart, body and spirit.  

The letter had a starting point in time: it began the day I was born, and as the years passed I forgot that I was writing it. Until one day I remembered that I had forgotten, and shortly thereafter we crossed paths on this life.  The letter has but one recipient, whom you already know. And though the letter appears now in the form of a digital text, the letter is not just this e-mail. There is but one letter seemingly split into different parts because I am ever writing it, constantly, ongoingly, with every breath I take, with every beat of my heart, both in Dreams when I sleep and in Dreams when I am awake. I don’t experience you just in words, or images, or emotions, or physical sensations... I don’t experience you just within time as a sequence of moments that follow one another. I breath you now without past or future, that is, in the Eternal Now, in the Present Moment. And it is beautiful.

The eternal letter will tell you about the ways I experience your soul radiating light toward me and toward all that is. I experience you above the stars, in all the space in between them, and down here on Earth I see a reflection of that beauty everywhere I look. I saw it in the trees that were behind you when I was descending from above the stairs and walked toward you to meet for the first time. I saw it in the bright green grass, I saw it in the goose, I felt it in the cool air and in the warmth of the sunlight of that beautiful late afternoon. You were bright as The Sun and you had a smile in your face. I saw the beauty of life, which is Love, in all the Above and more. I saw it in your smile, I see it in your eyes.

I remember you now as I write this, because I have not forgotten you. And in remembering you, I remember the state of Grace I thought I had fallen from. In remembering you, I remember my own innocence. In remembering you, I remember the joy I always had but I thought it was gone. Remembering you is remembering myself. Like in a mirror, I look into your eyes and perceive what to me feels like a homecoming. You have indeed my total undivided attention. 

I don’t just see the beauty. I feel it. I experience it as joy, happiness, as music, as poetry, as thoughts… thoughts of shared innocence, shared light, shared love. And the letter will be telling you about all that in many ways shapes and forms.I will never finish writing it because I will be carried over to eternity. Not even death will put an end to this letter because both the sender and the recipient are eternal.

The letter comes from my soul to your soul, and here I put it out in the universe with the deepest, sacred intent that it reaches its destination.

In lighted companionship, and with much love,

Diego.