Fallen Tree

Thank you for this thread, Glenn! I just came over here to deal with a similar issue. This pinged my heart when Lisa mentioned it in the ESF Ascension Call in October, but just now when I read it in the AG it was like - YEP, THAT'S ME. Totally.

The Fallen Tree!
ascensionglossary.com/index.php/The_Fallen_Tree

Since about last fall I had a sense that my hara line was off to the right and bowed/curved...and I had a feeling that my heart was shifted to the right. I definitely have trouble with grounding and connecting to my base shield... thank you for that link, Eddie! I keep being shown suns for my lower and higher shields... and I see a big merkaba star over my body instead of a little one... and the KRYSTAL arc over my higher heart. I have different rays at different times - rainbow, platinum, white (is this false white light?), blue, gold, I had a magenta/dark pink one time. I see vibrant green and purple sometimes. I don't know what's going on. I think these higher energies are here to help correct my fallen tree.

And Kelly, I think of you often too, wondering if you were still getting the 5-pointed star. I definitely am/was. This morning was maybe the second or third time I was able to almost truly see/feel the merkaba one. I get close but it's like I can't see the whole thing at once so when I shift my inner vision down to review the bottom half, it may have a hole or blank up higher outside my viewing area. I can't explain this well. Point is I'M JACKED UP!! AHHHH!! (Okay, I'm also dramatic! Disregard. Ha.)

Anyway, grateful for this thread. I'm with you all. I'm going to do more digging now. But this thread was sitting pretty right at the top of the forum for me, thank you God!

Love,
Carissa

Edit: Oh my gosh! And thank you Mhairi for the insight and comfort! That is so helpful!!

ps. I'm sorry for the spastic energy ... it's coming through but not sure if it's real. Thank you for the opportunity to observe this. It's biwave energy. I can't really pin it to the mental body or emotional body. What is it then? Part of my pain body of sorts? Part of the "Carissa show" (where I think it's my job to entertain people)? I digress. Just wanted to acknowledge it out loud.


Edit 2: Maybe this is related in some way to what's being revealed to me, but I'm not sure, but I woke up at 8:23 and have seen 9:23, 10:23, and now 11:23... just tracking this.