Edit #2: Where are my manners?!!! THANK YOU so much for your kind responses to my journal, Staci, Lauren, Rosemary, and Laura! I was so grateful to read them and have a hefty Amazon wish list thanks to you! Ha! I got so caught up in the drama of my deleted journal that I totally forgot to say thank you. It means so much to me that you took the time to read and share your thoughts. Much love to you all!!
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I might cry. I just spent an hour writing a journal entry and with the flick of my wrist it is gone! This has not happened to me before recently (that I remember) and I’ve used this mouse for a long time... but in the last couple weeks it’s happened three times as I’ve tried to share in the ESF container. I don’t know if it’s God telling me to be quiet or if it’s negative entities trying to silence me? (Deep breath.)
I am going to highlight what I said in case it is beneficial:
I talked about the Blood Covenant Clearing being supportive right now:
energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resourc...od-covenant-clearing
Inspired by the Paliadorian Activation in the Tribal Shield, I talked about… wondered about… if the Geomantic Structures were related to the Tribal Shield and how that related to the Albion Lightbody. I shared my thoughts about what I was seeing micro/macro and how it related to the reclamation of Christ-Sophia and GSF Arthur-Guinevere consciousness but I’m too deflated (I guess that’s a good thing) to hash it out again.
I talked about how God had been reminding me that “a little leaven leaveneth the whole lump” and how it applies to pride (which puffs us up) as well as anything that can affect us. I said something like I’d gladly leaven with LOVE but needed to remove negativity like fear, bitterness, and sugar (etc.).
Passover and The Feast of Unleavened Bread are coming up so I wanted to warn about the potential for waves of Saturn Blood Worship and related backlash coming through.
I mentioned that I believe I’ve been experiencing Crucifixion implants coming up for removal lately. (Last night my night meditations were: The Spirit of Harmlessness (which I felt led to do the day before and it was SO good and then Gabe mentioned it in his post which was one of those “Wow God!” synchronicities, so I turned it on again to go to sleep with!), woke up at 12:11 and 12:12/21 and felt like we were clearing crucifixion implants so I did the “Wounds of Christ” meditation. Then at 1:44 I woke up again and did the “144 Harmonics meditation”, then I woke at 4:11 which I saw and 5:11 which I felt and at 5:33 = 11 so I did the "Negative form removal” to support the dismantling of the NRG.)
I shared more about my “Examined Life” life-review project and how I am currently reading in my 1999 journals about my semester abroad. It’s interesting how much of where I traveled to coincides with my DNA (I had an Ancestry report before I knew better and it came back with me from much of that area… I’ll attach it here.)
Yesterday I was reading about my trip in France where after Paris I took a whirlwind train ride through the French Alps to the French Riviera (spent the night in Nice) and I’m sure swapped some Cathar codes before heading up to the Louvre Valley. But I was marveling at all the strange stuff I was seeing… beautiful things like a Moscow cathedral and the stone beach, as well as accidents, injuries, and even a bomb explode! Wild! I was robbed on the train while I was sleeping but it was a miracle that they ended up leaving my passport and credit cards and just taking my cash. I was definitely protected. In Amsterdam I don’t think I had as much protection - I see a tremendous amount of psychic attack (leading to physical damage) done there. Anyway… it’s really interesting to read. And heavy.
I don’t remember what else, but it is what it is. This is enough. Ha!
Love,
Carissa
Edit: I forgot to add my Ancestry map. Here it is! I didn't realize until tonight about the strong Norway connection which is interesting in light of this month's newsletter! What a wild ride this all is!!
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