God has been soooooo good to me. Teaching me so much. These (8:38 now) number codes I get all day are stargate keys ... messages for my higher self. My lower self... me is watching and waiting to catch on. I caught on to a few. There's been lots of work going on with the 11th stargate in the last couple days.
I think I'm key-coded to all the stargates. Or many of them if not all. Don't get haughty or whatever and it's obviously come with the price of my life. So many people here on earth have gotten to really ENJOY life...that's their job. But mine is heavier... really mining through this density... also, yes, the goal is to come to a place of peace and enjoyment but along with great responsibility. I'm failing a lot. I'm succeeding a lot too. Give yourself credit. Today I didn't buy ice cream. I've been off sugar for most of this year ... I mean, there is sugar in bread and stuff, and it has caused problems when I've eaten, for example, the zucchini bread...but I am learning... hopefully. I'm watching. And see how these poisons take root in the body. Everything is a lesson... intel.
I can't do the PEG meditations yet... I have to do my own "life-review" so I can shed it.
God, please help me with my HSP. You ARE my HSP and I get that but when I'm not aligned or if I'm in a state of attack or confusion, then I want to be able to get at information... this is why I like the cheater "dowsing", but I think it's messed with... I don't trust it. Today I wanted to send money to Agni and before I hit "send", I dowsed for the answer and it started to say "yes" but then did a crazy turn to "no". I need to learn to hear my heart... to FEEL my heart open and close.
Practice.
Okay.
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