No Reiki

 I am SO grateful to God for this thread… to Carrie for starting it and for all the wonderful contributions - Estar, Roseanne, Ronin, Eddie, Lisa Sophia, Carrie, Tiffany, THANK YOU for sharing your knowledge and experiences!!! 

I have been discussing this subject with ES Rosemarie offline as we’ve both got the heebie-jeebies around symbols. It came up because I’ve been feeling like Cranial Sacral Therapy might be supportive and was organically given a suggestion by my chiropractor. It took a couple weeks for the contact information and when I went to her website I saw she practices Reiki and her CST is intertwined with Reiki. Long story short, I just wasn’t feeling comfortable and I wondered why. I wondered if it was me or if that’s how CST works. 

Rosemary suggested opening a thread on the forum but I hesitated and this is why… God had it all worked out for me already, I just needed to wait for DRT.

Eddie, I did that SAME Lisa Powers Udemy course! Wow! And I had the same feelings about the symbols… I just wasn’t vibing with them and opted not to use them but I did enjoy exploring the energy radiating through my hands and energy centers and learning more about the chakras.  It was definitely an interesting educational experience for me. I did get all three levels of “attunements” but only completed the first two levels of course-work as I was turned off in the process and decided to let it go. After this discussion here, I’m setting my intention to purge any energy, cords, symbols, or entities (or anything else) that connected to my lightbody or being through those activities. I do not consent to inorganic portals of consciousness, energetic cording, black magic, or anything that is not in line with Christ-Sophia consciousness impacting my being in any way at any time, in all time.. in no time. I cancel all contracts and agreements I’ve made knowingly or unknowingly with any spirits aligned with Reiki and any energy that is not aligned with the Law of One impacting my consciousness and any of my bodies.

Yeah. Not going to go with that CST person. I’ll wait for the right person to be brought forward if it’s meant to be…. God knows. 

SO GRATEFUL FOR ESF!!!
Love,
Carissa

Apology to Stefanie... I hope. 

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Dear Beloved Stefanie,

I felt moved to send you a note of appreciation for your beautiful journal, research, contributions, beingness, writing, work, courage, and all you are doing which is beyond my comprehension. I wanted to confess that I have not been able to follow your posts as much lately due to my own integration and negative ego work. The shame that I felt for potentially offending you a month or two ago was a gift/ trigger /opportunity for me to work with this energy, and I'm not sure if that is still alive in me... as I'm writing this I sense it is, so I'll look deeper into it. 

But I also wanted to explain how your articulate, on-point, spiritually powerful messages are a trigger for me. A couple things come up: (1.) I am on what feels like a similar path but behind you (little sister chasing behind) and looked at your notes as a "spoiler alert", (2.) I'm jealous that you got where you are before me and for the strength and beauty of your being (I know this is disgusting, I am just trying to drag it to the light), and (3.) I am afraid of it influencing me (not sure why... maybe it's my "sponge" function where I'm afraid of taking your experience as my own because I want to have my own), and (4.) Negative-ego based judgements have come up and I don't want to impose that energy on either of us or the world. 

Obviously these are all my OWN distortions and ugly work, but I had a nudge that I didn't want you to feel a lack of support from me because I am truly ecstatic about the work you are doing and I feel a level of guilt for withdrawing my energetic support and compassionate witnessing (as I believe it is my role, service, and honor for my beloved siblings in Christ-Sophia). I'm hoping that "confessing" this will get the juices flowing again, so to speak, on my end. I love you. I appreciate you. I honor you. I can't wait to hear more about your contributions and service to humanity.

Love, 

Carissa