Quiet

I'm so mad!!!!! Why do my posts keep getting deleted? I accidentally hit something on my mouse and BOOM, there all my writing goes! 

I wrote a message to Kelly the other day - DELETED.

Was writing to Eddie/Olympus today - DELETED.

Is this YOU, God?

Yes, just be quiet. We are trying to keep you protected. There are ... cockroaches... (okay, I really just paused and looked over and see a dead cockroach next to me... this is a sign.)... there are energetic cockroaches that are looking to destroy you/us. We need to stay UNDER THE RADAR as Ann mentioned yesterday. 

I want to get more information about the Geomantic Structures!! The Albion Lightbody. My role as micro for the macro. 

Just be patient. We're teaching you. Follow us. Just breathe...I know you don't like it when people say "calm down", but DO! (ha!)... really... just take it one step at a time. You are on a need-to-know basis, beloved. 

https://energeticsynthesis.com/resource-tools/news-shift-timelines/3691-rise-of-arthur-and-albion-lightbody

That was soooooooooooo goooooooood!!!!!!

Thank you. Okay. 

I also saw Aaron's journal for the first time today and he was talking about how he is doing this juice fast... he's on day 52. Getting powerful downloads and experiences. Reminds me of my experience in 2011. You also suggested to me earlier this year to do it. I bought a bunch of juice even... I was going to... but didn't. What's wrong with me? Attachment to flesh... lust of the flesh. 

How committed am I to surrendering fully to God? What can I NOT give up? 

I've been holding food. And so much. Let's be honest here. So much. EGO. Let it go. Be weak. Surrender. LOVE... not with efforting... that's an imposter... love in surrender and letting go. You don't need to DO anything. Pushing and pulling is the anti-love. 

Can I talk about the rainbow shapes I see? Yes. No. Heart closed. Learn to listen to HSP. You've got SO MUCH you are working on now. Just stay with me and 11:53 ... started at 11:44 ... learn.