Today's thoughts

I wonder if there’s a “1000 diamond sun body”? I see it! More than a thousand? Less? We’ll just call it the Thousand Diamond Sun Body and I believe it’s coming together now! I am going to stop worrying about whether people think I’m delusional. I look back at the times when I was sure I looked “crazy” and it was just beautiful faith layered with fear of what others think. Life is too short… time to step into my GSF and just BE what I AM. 

We can travel through the whole world, right? We can travel through all the Universes, right? I know that others can do this and I can too, but I’ve been trapped in fear. I AM the Universal Cosmic Christ. I hold and represent the Earth and am here to bring the pieces together again. Buried and trapped consciousness has kept me from accessing this understanding which IS necessary, to an extent, to work with our mission teams. There are many of us working together. I know some of you. Big beings. Bless you! There are so many who have shovels and are digging us out of storage. THANK YOU! I have pieces in storage …buried… still. And that is MY role to dig them out. GET A SHOVEL CARISSA!!!!! 

You had a hard time picking up garbage, but this is MUCH WORSE. Much more difficult. GET A SHOVEL. And keep trudging… keep working, watching, surrendering. Freedom is here though, so step into it and breathe and enjoy it and then keep working… it’s not over yet. Lots to do. 

Shame is coming in now to whack me down. And that’s fine. Okay. See, I don’t want to be delusional as I know that can happen… I don’t think I “am” any of the ascended masters (heck, I don’t know much about any of the Ascended masters)… I just think I am one (and One) in Christ-Sophia. God taught me about the divide between Jesus and Christ and who Christ is and who Yeshua was and I appreciate Yeshua and his example as I appreciate the examples of the faithful beings here as I hear their stories. We surrender our “self” (which is a earth-bound construct) that we can embody the fullness of Christ and BE the expression of God, the Logos of God. 

I used to see myself as a clay jar and pray for the finest of walls so that you could even see through the clay so that it would hold and brightly shine the Light of Truth. I prayed for years to fulfill my role as a gold bowl in God’s sanctuary (not fully understanding what I was praying but knew it was personal) and see now that I was praying to be a chalice. I didn’t understand the chalice at that time, okay, and still don’t… but it’s neat to have it unraveling. 

I’m not going to post in the forum. Unless I start posting every day…but then that’s a constraint.

Here’s what I’ve got going on with, as Joe described as “pictures within pictures”… it’s just LOTS of layers we are bringing together to be the tapestry of Christ. 

This is a picture of me made up by a bunch of pictures of flowers...