Lost Cause

Do you think that the spiritual damage from the vaccine is irreparable? 

I noticed a trend in me where as my friends and family have been taking this vaccine I just kind of write them off....like "ARGH! There goes another one!" Like they've chosen the lower path/descending hub in the bifurcation and that's that. It seems like I don't have many left.  (Edit: I don't write them off as friends or people.... I just, in my heart, check the "doomed" box and try to love them the best I can with a 3D lens. Negative ego wants to use it to strengthen itself and in a hidden posture of spiritual pride think of them as lower or weaker than those who do not take it... so I don't want to do that either!)

Tonight we went to our friend's house for dinner and I had a thought (thank you guidance teams) that my friend had a strange look in her eyes and I wondered if she had had the vaccine. I didn't think it was possible since she used to be "awake" and was even an energy healer for many years. A few years ago she had a neck and back injury after which she said she was no longer interested in matters of the spirit (although she was a catalyst for my continued awakening). Anyway I asked and she had indeed taken the first of two shots!! GAH!! I'm just at a loss. And I can't believe it's happening so fast... I thought we had more time to convince our loved ones otherwise.

I also struggle with where the line is in regards to convincing as I'm really trying to be aware of my "push/pull" tendencies. But just now as I'm typing that I'm trying to discern if that is an excuse for not challenging my fear of what people think. Where is my ego involved? I DO talk about it with my loved ones in conversation, but should I be shouting from the rooftops in social media land? I've done stuff like that before and felt like it set up divides and judgements and food for everyone's pain bodies. I just don't know. I'll keep my heart open for more guidance but I'm interested in your experience, thoughts, and process as well!

Anyway, I wondered what your thoughts were on those who have taken it?  Are they lost causes? Is this the line?

Love, (and fear.... ugly fear. I've got to get that out of here.) 
Carissa

ps. I've been praying for the bio-warfare technology poisons and nanobots to be dissolved and removed through bodily detoxification systems and for it to not harm our loved ones... but I think I only half believe that's possible.