Saturday, September 30, 2023

Wavering

Email notes to myself today.... sent over the course of 8 hours.

1. You’re right, I’m not your girl.
I belong to someone who wants to build me up, not tear me down.

2. You don’t KNOW me. You don’t SEE me.

3. I want to be with someone who is good and kind

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But as soon as I got home I went to see him and we fall into each other's arms and just love one another. Dangit. So confusing. We think we're going to get couples therapy.... can we learn to love one another well/sufficiently? Can we learn to be each other's advocate and support instead of practicing enemy patterning?

I got the AG "depression" today which is interesting because I was talking about feeling it yesterday morning. It showed me what it was. https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Depression

Fascinating.

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