Dear Charlotte, I’m very much looking forward to our session next week! You asked for an introduction and I have been holding off as long as I could because, as you know, everything is always changing!
At the root I feel I am an indigo starseed that is/was on the path of being a guardian/steward to help others as they awaken. First I have to be a knower of God in order to be a wayshower of God. I have a very heavy miasmic load and damaged light body. Possibly SRA abuse as a child but could be portals of consciousness from other timelines. Regardless I’ve got lots of lunar distortions, dark mother portaling, and a long lineage of false king of tyranny.
I think I may have been one of the original architects for the Albion and Cathar bodies and may be here to get deeper understanding of what has gone wrong from the inside. I experienced a higher-self walk-in 01/02/2010 and have been observing and working with my inner child since then. Not consciously… just recently my 3D Carissa has taken on a life review of sorts to support that work. She’s got a lot of distortions so it’s a big job. Today we discussed that her four body system isn’t nested/aligned correctly which fuels, in big part, the cognitive dissonance that she experiences.
I’m working on Seraphim reclamation, Michael Mary reversals, Nephilim Reversal Grid dismantling, Golden Eagle Grid/Rod restoration, and of course, restoration of the Albion and Cathar bodies. I’ve been more tied into the masculine and Albion part, I believe, but that’s because it supports the realignment of the staff allowing light and sound frequencies to breathe back into the body.
My physical body is tied to the magnetic part of the earth very strongly… and this seems to affect my mental bodies…or maybe my mental bodies keep me tied to the magnetic field. There’s something there.
Yes I am a planetary nerve cell but I am also, in a greater way, connected to the circulatory system… I think part of it has to do with freeing the stuck/biounavailable minerals/souls and helping them get to where they need to be (of use or filtered out). I’ve been having mental discomfort with my physical veins for a year and a half or so. It triggers severe fear… especially the veins that pop out on the sides of my forehead, but the ones in my hands and ankles scare me too sometimes… it’s a spiritual lesson of some sort and I need to keep clearing fear but do secretly hope for you or someone to be a “hero/savior” to explain this or make it go away.
FEAR has had me in chains. I had a few (3-4) years of debilitating genetic pathcutting and still have difficult things that come up but the context and understanding that whatever it is is likely related to micro/macro repair projects (or embodiment symptoms) has been so supportive.
My God-self came to help unravel my ego but I chose a wrong path and fell into an “alien love bite” scenario that took me into a metatronic pit of doom. (I’m dramatic - ha!) Thanks be to God I’m working my way out now but I’ve just got lots of gunk (miasma, distortions, implants, portals, tears and misalignments and low-flow areas in my light body).
Victim/Victimizer is active now (lots of attacks and opportunities for me to practice awareness and neutrality… a real gift). Sexual Misery is huge… I’ve got a hornet's nest there filled with SRA and pedophilia. And of course collectively the Armageddon program is rampant but not as much personally.
I would say I’m still working in my first harmonic universe/personality matrix in 3D but my God-self is working from the top down so she (I’ll just call her a she although she is Christ-Sophia) is influencing the higher harmonic universes as she stretches down to help repair my foundation in 1D-2D-3D. She is working to embody and repair this/my Fallen Tree which is super-brave and I’m grateful to God and my teams for not giving up on me. I don’t want to start over. I want to choose life… to choose GSF and show others that it can be done!
Dang this is long! I’m sorry! I hope it helps. It helped me to write it.
Looking forward to next week!
Love,
Carissa
Ps. I am not this articulate in person - I am taking in so many layers when talking to someone that it renders me ineffective so I default to “the Carissa show” (my 3D persona that is programmed to entertain or keep the other person happy, often at my own expense). Hopefully as I keep integrating my true/God-self this other will dissolve, but just wanted to set expectations that it is unlikely that I will be able to communicate so well during our session. I’m grateful to God for the communication that she allowed here in this email. I know we all want to get the most we can out of this session and appreciate so much your willingness to hold space and respond/support us with GSF divine guidance.
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