Just some thoughts

 Are these where I'm from or where my guides are from? Two days in a row after Charlotte session I've gotten constellation references:

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Vulpecula

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Horologium

Read the session references... Horologium will give you more info about Anubian Black Heart. Not sure about Vulpecula yet.

Mercury in retrograde has been affecting me this time - technology and communication - so I renew my intention to NOT have astrology affect my blueprint. I AM GSF.

Mind-slide... darn. I had something to share. I've had lots to share, but I'm really in the midst of it. My first session with Charlotte was a doozy ... so powerful and beautiful and illuminating. Our guidance teams have been really doing a great job unpacking it for me and I was in pretty aligned understanding with what she saw, but it was really helpful or soothing in some way to hear it from someone else. I need to go back and listen again. 

I cried so much during the session. 

Last night I had a HUGE cry... a solid hour probably including tapping in to a three-year old (ish) me-self cry... released some density from that time. I think there's LOTS of that type of thing there. It is seeping out, but the big dumps are really nice. It's been a very tough week so I'm grateful. 

I think the EMF sensitivity and beaming is all part of the particle antiparticle merge that I am going through in order to activate my soul matrix and 5D body. I thought I had done that already, but it doesn't sound like it. Sounds like my 1, 2, 3 spheres are jacked up... SRA soul trauma blew up my solar plexus chakra and my 1st and 2nd spheres have dissolved or are weak... we didn't talk too much about that. I think that's not good. So as Christ Sophia embodies and repairs my lower chakras, then I will be more connected to the earth and able to influence it more with the love of God. (I've been operating from a reversal love of God... false ascension matrix... so I've been a siphon instead of support.) This is just coming from my thoughts right now, not what Charlotte said. But she said that when they are repaired (or something) then my chakra column will dissolve and it will help me ... sounds like, maybe not be as influenced by the powers of darkness on the earth or collective consciousness or something. I need to go back and listen. But this is my work this year. 

I've got to go do an enema. I've got a lot to share, but trust what needs to be said will come out in divine right timing. 

Yesterday I spent a good amount of time on the "brink"... madness right around the corner, insanity calling me to merge with it. I have to be very careful and continue to call on the spirits of Christ to keep me. A disciplined mind is the most important one for this. My mental body is very fractured and has been used as portals for both dark mother and false tyrannical father energies. That is my "go to" body to run the show and it's not under the correct authority. My declaration of intention is to serve my Source. I commit to serve my highest power fully, completely, and totally. I am God, I am sovereign, I am free! My ego submits her self to the power and authority of our Avatar Christ self. I AM Unity. 

CE time!

MUAH!

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I remembered what I wanted to say...or something like it... "I AM gridwork" or I am the grid or something like that. I am the gridwork. Maybe that. 

I AM THE GRIDWORK. Yep.