Wanting context and other thoughts from today

 Isn't it my MIND that wants CONTEXT for these experiences?

post on FB answering this person's question: "What do each of you "feel" about this? I'd like to hear your thoughts and your feels on it."

I said: I personally FEEL the magnetic shifts. I've become much more sensitive to magnetic frequencies (verified using a Tri-Field meter over the years). I learned lately that the magnetic field is related to the feminine (where electric is masculine) and I have heard many say that more "divine feminine" energy is accessible now. So this seems to be in line with your meme.

All the ideas that I appreciate seem to provide context for my experiences. I realize they may not be exactly what's happening but take them in and hold them because I want something to explain what I think I am living. Ultimately it's probably about no longer needing context and as the messenger from God who has quietly helped me for many years says... learning to "just beeeee" is the key.

I'm still in the phase where I want context, but maybe the recognition of this crutch is a sign of evolution on the horizon.

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In Michael's class, no less, I learned/saw that the mention of the Nephilim being the kids of the Annunaki (Anuk, it says) is from Numbers 13:33 (note the number code.)

I've been thinking that I should go through the bible and look at the number codes ... look up all 9:23's for example. I did that with one number at least 10 years ago...wrote down all the verses named 1:11 or something. NOT that, but something like that. 

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I don't like that Michael is sick. He's healing. His body is tired. He's been doing MMS protocol and I wish he'd slow down. 

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Ah, my last post was at 12:55. Just sayin'! This isn't what I wanted to share but I saw today the mention of the Nephilim being the kids of the Annunaki (Anuk, it says) in the bible - Numbers 13:33 (note the number code). 

I've been thinking that I should go through the bible and look at the number codes ... look up all 9:23's for example. I did that with one number about 10 years ago...I'll find it when I get to that journal, but I've been thinking I should do that more. Even now I'm seeing relevant codes in the numbers. Psalm 23:4 for instance. The other day Luke 9:23 reminded me to deny my lower-self and take up my exposure to death and follow Yeshua's example (which sure wasn't comfortable for him, but he did some great work)....and not to cling to my life (which is ultimately a mirage), but to be willing to surrender my life (I commit to serving my highest power fully, completely, and totally) for the sake of God/Unity.

I haven't been reading the bible a ton the past 5 years or so but I was heavily trained by my higher self on it starting in January 2010 - teaching me to read it with new eyes and deeper understanding, highlighting distortions, etc. I think there is a reason for this and I was told many times this last decade "not to throw the baby out with the bathwater"... just because there is a ton of gunk in there, doesn't mean that there aren't also valuable creation codes. Yeah. This really may be related to this number situation. You guys... I'm trying not to inundate anyone but I get like SO MANY number codes each day... you can see I'm a little unstable about it. I was glad to hear Mhairi talk in the last Galactic Heart Ascension Call about her experience and also wondering if she was going a bit insane when this happened to her years ago. 

Oh my gosh... this isn't even why I'm writing. And I'm sorry to be writing again, but I wanted to share/document this. I was reading this AG page on Dreamwalking (thank you Eddie. I loved this article before but loved it even more today! Also, not that you'll see this, but wanted to thank you for all you post. The other day one of those Celtic music videos or maybe it was your comment with it left me sobbing.)

So anyway, from https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Dreamwalking. I thought this was a really good summary of our work. Much better stated than my feeling that my purpose is to "drag darkness into the light" but pretty much saying the same thing more eloquently. When I read it I thought of you and our interaction earlier, UNITY4ALL, as this is the polarity integration we get to be a part of. 

The path of awakening is to bring that which is unconscious into consciousness, in order to heal the darkness or reveal the deception in order to see the greater truth. This is the state of bringing the eternal light to illuminate the shadows of darkness, thereby alchemically transforming its nature to reflect the higher truth, as the light shines upon it.

But here's what I want to talk about a little as I hope and believe I am shifting my present day architecture by reading my journals ("an examined life"/is this the same as life review?) and re-experiencing my painful energetic signature from that time. I am trying to compassionately witness and bringing true parent energy to that timeline, but it's really hard/intense.

But this is an opportunity to practice first on myself and then maybe I can be of honest use to others. (I believe that in the past or other timelines or something I have really mucked around in people's lives using this kind of dreamwalking technology or something similar. I've been told more than once that I messed around with dark energies and/or was involved in spiritual leadership abuse or something like that. I think it just comes back to heart intent... STS or STO? I've been a raging control-freak manipulator (or part of me has, anyway)... but thanks be to God that now we are given a chance at rehabilitation. 

The act of observation collapses certain wave potentiality that makes a situation, event or object become physical or change in ways that shift the timelines, and this is not measurable by current science. It is a direct function of higher consciousness embodiment to shift timelines from destructive probabilities or annihilation, by restoring harmony and energetic balance between the polarities. When we observe electromagnetic wave-forms, archetypal patterns and the creational myth or dream symbols active in the field, we can change the physical environment and how that Electromagnetic Signals or pattern is being expressed in the manifest. The act of Compassionate Witnessing during consciousness transport, such as dreamwalking, allows us to witness what has happened to the earth body, where the earth was damaged, and the blueprint content that influences the direction of the collective consciousness of humanity. Where the earth has been damaged, is also the location of tremendous amounts of human pain that is stuck in that area. As a result of this trauma, the accumulated collective human soul pain has been made into energy harvesting stations for the NAA.

First heal me/this incarnation and then I can maybe continue to be of assistance on a planetary level. I don't discount that I am a mirror of the macrocosm so healing my microcosm supports the structure to heal the whole, but still... my focus right now is on Cristy (my inner child and "self" this incarnation...and bleed-through multi-d issues that pop up). What a GIFT I've given to myself though, ya'll! You should see my journals - they are really raw and sometimes I even talk to my future self (me now), it's wild. Mostly painful though... really hard to witness the suffering and addictions and choices and experiences... I am not going as fast as I should because it's so heavy.

But this is the work. And an absolute honor. 

I've been inspired by those who are working with the PEG projects but I just know thats not for me now. It sounds so glamorous and wonderful but it's not my time yet. I'm even having to disengage with the SRA transiting thread (mostly... I peek sometimes - ha!), but my work right now is witnessing, repairing, and transiting my own SRA damage and, of course, continual negative ego clearing .... feels like that will never end. I've got to break down my resistance to it (the negative UCKIES that come up - fear, pain, sadness, shame, etc.)... I just wrote to myself that "resistance is futile... or damaging at least... accept and flow with it." I couldn't have said it better myself! ;) 

MUAH!