Got 12:11 12:12 12:22 and 12:23 after posting... then just got 12:33 and 12:34. What does it mean? I'm on a roll... ha! Supported... in the flow. Good girl. I love you and am proud of you. <--Tingles and support for that... this support and loving myself/inner child is the most important work now.
Scary experience yesterday….
Dear Melanie and Natalie,
Thank you so much for your kind responses and I’m so sorry to hear that you both have experienced discomfort too.
I had a shocking experience today.
I’ve had lots of crazy pathcutting, healing, detox, and ascension symptoms but not any experiences like this one so I wanted to reach out to the community for their thoughts and similar experiences as I try to find neutral.
Today I was at a gas station - it was a little strange because I filled up and when I was driving away it hadn’t filled all the way so I had to go back. The second time I got out of my car and was going around the back toward the pump I was all of a sudden shocked or something- full body feeling of being hit but most strongly affected my left/feminine side with radiant electrical feeling. It felt like I had touched an electric fence.
I tried to keep it together and declare my authority and status as God, sovereign, free - just whatever comes out in desperation. My legs were jello and I went into sympathetic dominance with a panic attack trying to pop through.
I looked up when it happened and saw the giant “tower of terror” as I call those cell towers with at least 50, probably more (capital city), blocks and circles on it. I thought I had been BEAMED. A bunch of sirens in the distance started and I wondered if there had been an explosion that radiated something (but it was too quick for that in hindsight).
I am working with fear removal so I tried to just keep going - telling myself not to let it stop me as in the past where it backed me up into agoraphobia over time.
The second gas fill came to “11:33”, the number that this morning my husband had me listen to a snippet from Juan O’Savin (John 1:7?) where he said that 11:33 was a code that the “deep state” used in their communications and plans. (I got LOTS of number codes today including tons of 55’s.)
Anyway, I immediately put on the EMF Beam Steering Technology meditation and listened to it while trying to finish my chores, jello legs and all. I then went to a park to sit and ground and listen/engage with the clearing but even now I’m STILL worked up.
My sister mentioned that gas stations have those warnings about static fires, but I’m not seeing where people are randomly shocked.
I definitely felt a “darkening” of my divine feminine side which HAS been blossoming... feels like this might have been an attack on my 4-7-10 axatonial line (if that’s a thing). I could be projecting though.
Has anyone else had a giant debilitating random shock like that? Was it beam steering? 5G pulse?
Thank you for reading and adding to the discussion if you feel led.
Love,
Carissa
I’ve had lots of crazy pathcutting, healing, detox, and ascension symptoms but not any experiences like this one so I wanted to reach out to the community for their thoughts and similar experiences as I try to find neutral.
Today I was at a gas station - it was a little strange because I filled up and when I was driving away it hadn’t filled all the way so I had to go back. The second time I got out of my car and was going around the back toward the pump I was all of a sudden shocked or something- full body feeling of being hit but most strongly affected my left/feminine side with radiant electrical feeling. It felt like I had touched an electric fence.
I tried to keep it together and declare my authority and status as God, sovereign, free - just whatever comes out in desperation. My legs were jello and I went into sympathetic dominance with a panic attack trying to pop through.
I looked up when it happened and saw the giant “tower of terror” as I call those cell towers with at least 50, probably more (capital city), blocks and circles on it. I thought I had been BEAMED. A bunch of sirens in the distance started and I wondered if there had been an explosion that radiated something (but it was too quick for that in hindsight).
I am working with fear removal so I tried to just keep going - telling myself not to let it stop me as in the past where it backed me up into agoraphobia over time.
The second gas fill came to “11:33”, the number that this morning my husband had me listen to a snippet from Juan O’Savin (John 1:7?) where he said that 11:33 was a code that the “deep state” used in their communications and plans. (I got LOTS of number codes today including tons of 55’s.)
Anyway, I immediately put on the EMF Beam Steering Technology meditation and listened to it while trying to finish my chores, jello legs and all. I then went to a park to sit and ground and listen/engage with the clearing but even now I’m STILL worked up.
My sister mentioned that gas stations have those warnings about static fires, but I’m not seeing where people are randomly shocked.
I definitely felt a “darkening” of my divine feminine side which HAS been blossoming... feels like this might have been an attack on my 4-7-10 axatonial line (if that’s a thing). I could be projecting though.
Has anyone else had a giant debilitating random shock like that? Was it beam steering? 5G pulse?
Thank you for reading and adding to the discussion if you feel led.
Love,
Carissa
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Today's response
Dear Melanie and Natalie,
Thank you so much for your kind responses and I’m so sorry to hear that you both have experienced discomfort too.
Melanie, great advice regarding using HSP - it WOULD be helpful but I never trust myself when I’m in a state of sympathetic dominance as in that state I have essentially handed over the reins to my over-reactive mental body who keeps me in a state of confusion and fear. (We’re making progress though for sure!)
I was trying to get a “yes or no” on whether to keep my appointments for today (to see a friend and chiropractor) but couldn’t get a read on what I should do. I didn’t want to make a decision based on fear, but also wanted to honor my body if she needed rest. (For me it’s a big deal to go out - 2 hour+ travel time alone.) I was clinging to a piece of shungite and decided to flip it like a coin. I went with the answer (cancel) but still didn’t trust it (confusion and cognitive dissonance were ruling me). I need to just keep working the tools and practicing.
Yesterday was such a gift - the core fear removal program in action. I get lots of practice in dream state, but here was a high-intensity practice opportunity. I think I’ll give myself a “B” for this one.
And YES, the numbers! I want to put them all down all the time because there are SO MANY… but I’m just learning to work with them and understand them…maybe… slowly. Yesterday I started adding them and trying to see deeper into some of them. For example 323 = 8. (For the 8th Stargate which so much work is being done on these days.) Maybe if that’s what comes to consciousness at the time… if I just sit with the number, whatever it is… instead of rushing to “capture it”… just sit with it and ask what it wants to teach me, then maybe I’ll get more out of it. We’ll see. Along with my standard 23…and 21...I think I see all the 11s 22s 33s 44s and 55s and many 00s and more…707 and 808 a lot lately… but I saw 1653 yesterday and what came to mind was that 6-1=5 and add that to the 53=553 … I got the 553 grid earlier in the day too. It’s related to the 55 grid which is all over my (and planetary) field. Must be big stuff happening on the NRG, thanks be to God (and all the courageous and faithful beings who ARE GSF holding space and consciousness for the work).
Anyway, thank you Melanie, and I’m glad we can support each other through these wild shifting energies as they move through our body and world… I pray for peace as you embody and integrate the upgrades.
Dear Natalie, how wild is that about the 3-6-9! I agree that it sounds like your consciousness was working with the Father energies and love hearing your process about taking that out into the Michael and Seraphim reclamation! Boom!
I wonder if the shooting pains in your right leg (back then) were embodiment of mother/divine feminine and right now you’ve got some work happening with the divine masculine?
Thank you for sharing about Borax! I’ve gone back and forth on it for years as I am so toxic that everything causes extreme reactions, so I have to go very very low and slow…but I’ve been back on it for a couple weeks and all the discussion on the forum has been really supportive. So interesting about your dear cow … I hope she feels better soon! Same here (with recognition of our animals transmuting things) as one of my dear dogs has some sort of fungal and rash thing and it seems related to the collective.
I hope you had a restorative sleep. I did not and just accept that is the way it is these days, but I DID feel tremendous support and had some etheric surgery and am grateful to be a cog in this beautiful wheel of healing the earth!
This is super long already but I wanted to give an update.
After talking to my sister, I think maybe it was a gas station shock of some sort… they say that there can be static electricity fires and maybe that’s what I walked into…some sort of field. Everything is intentional and I want to believe that it was part of my ascension… an adjustment of some sort. (A few years ago my EKG started being “abnormal”… I believe that was part of the ascension shift and maybe this is related. I don’t plan on getting an EKG anytime to find out, but we’ll just trust that everything is working out according to God’s plan. I do not consent to further damage to my light body. I do not consent to [url=https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Black_Magic class=""]black magic[/url] (yesterday’s glossary pick) affecting me or my loved ones or anyone on this earth - we are here to eradicate that madness.)
I thought my “Mother Arc” was damaged but this morning, just now, I was so tapped in … I was overwhelmed and brought to sobbing with the beauty that God sent through some birds. First a black vulture messenger was brought forth soaring in circles as we shared our love, then shifted to a mockingbird sitting as close as possible in the tree in our yard singing sound codes into my heart. Our yard chickens were also there holding space, and two smaller birds flew by like fireworks or “fly by” planes. It was powerful. Interestingly I had a green ray on my left side… l should say my left eye had a green hue overlay… this is how I feel or experience what I understand to be the rays for now. I often have a blue overlay and sometimes, like big time yesterday morning, a gold hue. Today as that bird sang to me there was a green hue in my left eye. Green is father energy and supposed to be on the right side, so I’m not sure what it means. My internal colors are often green and purple when I meditate outside… but this left eye overlay was interesting. Hm. Made me think of a meditation we did last year during an Ascension Call where we may have swapped green into the left eye and aqua into the right. I need to look that up.
Found it! Yes! Whoa! Guess what meditation I’m doing today!?
AURORA EYE MEDITATION (UNIFY MOTHER & FATHER):
https://esfoundations.com/community/platinum-archives/download/2-platinum-archives/294-ascension-qaa-mar-2012-pt-3
My glossary pick was also on point. God actually started singing to me about the Age of Aquarius last year this time - it was one of those things that was so over the top that I kept shaking my head like “what does it mean?!!” And eventually it stopped. Must be a code for when I have an opportunity to “level up”.
"Cleansing and Renewal, Rebirth. Presence. Embodiment. Direct experience of the Divine. Opening the inner hallways for silent realization. Balancing the relationship between the Lungs & Kidneys. Letting go of grief and fear. Joining the divine mind and mother consciousness to heal the astral splitting of the energy body systems. Disengaging from negative forms. Beginning the preparations for transformation.12th dimensional Ray. Collective Christ Consciousness or Avatar of Ascension. Repairing the Planetary templar. Running Rainbow Diamond currents. DNA and teliomere repair. Identity merge.”Aquarius – ankles, lower limbs, circulatory system.
Thank you again for caring and reading and doing this mind-blowing work! (That’s the goal for me especially with my masculine mental body tendencies - blow that ego-mind right up and surrender to God’s plan!) Ha!
Love,
Carissa
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