Sunday, February 28, 2021

Narcissism

 I also wanted to pop in and thank you, Diana, for bumping this thread. And Lisa for starting it. I really can't get enough reminders about narcissism. See what I'm doing now? Making it all about me! Gah! (Ha!)


But I did want to share that I am a recovering narcissist. Kaizer, you are on point about "awareness is key" and I'm so grateful to God for guidance and for these tools to better understand this behavior. In my defense (ack, see? I think I need to defend myself!), I believe this is part of my mission as an Indigo 3... my oraphim empath side is witnessing and helping dissolve/heal this nephilim narcissist bloodline (and reptilian influence). 

I wanted to bring that up because I feel that there is a propensity to look at narcissists as the enemy... which they are possibly projecting in order to get you to engage in their power game. Engagement of any sort, even silent contempt, triggers the cord and can lead to victim/victimizer battle wounding. 

From my experience the best thing one can do is send energetic love and kindness. The power of kindness disengages the arrogance - it's soft and not threatening to their perceived status and it leaves everyone unscathed. I mean, definitely stand back...or slowly back away... but if we can hold love in our hearts and compassion for the burden this person is carrying, it keeps us safe and leaves a God-seed there to grow. 

Organic narcissism is mostly a mental-body construct used to protect the being's ego identity - which they desperately cling to as their sense of safety. It is often coupled with the emotional body construct of pain body tantrums used to feed the beast (energy vampirism). These people are corded by the NAA who feed on them, so they need to feed on others. It's the whole setup. Whether it is ancestral or a response to trauma or the way they are raised ... or most likely all of the above... these are tortured souls stuck in a survival mode of sorts.

Just my thoughts (and journey). 
Love,
Carissa
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