I need to build a STRONG MORAL CHARACTER - https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Strong_Moral_Character
"When we cultivate our physical self and personality to be disciplined to build a strong moral character, we are building the physical foundation to be strong enough to house the higher attributes of Christ spirit. If our body and mind is morally weak, it is also physically and energetically weak."
I must strengthen my aura... I must strengthen my body. I must do YOGA.
PUT DOWN THE CAKE! Pick up the yoga and dancing and singing. That's it.
We need to get in shape. No more messing around!
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I really need to catch up - 10:01 - I've been buried energetically... maybe from the equinox and full moon energies? Today I woke up feeling better, but by tonight I had a massive headache. I ate poorly these last 3 days and it's not good. Why can't I stick...why DON'T I stick to anything? I don't even LIKE sugar or need cheese. So STOP!
My birthday. Excuses.
I wanted to write about feeling so much into the annunaki and nephilm consciousness these past few weeks but I'm not really there much now. Today as I was painting Roody's House I thought of Tyrone's Dad and his love of Pow Wows and Native Americans. I thought more about Native Americans and indigenous people that have had my heart so much this year. And of course I thought of Tyrone. I had let him go but today he came back. Attack? I feel so much that his was an anti-hierogamic union ...but also that he is an Indigo and starseed and wondering if I am supposed to wait for him? No. It feels like he is taking a different exit on the Bifurcation and I need to just let him go. He was jabbed. He's filled with deceit and anger.
I am filled with fear and lust/gluttony and VV and sexual misery. We all have our work.
Confused about Michael but had a good conversation about it. Today he groped me... grabbed me....accosted me with his energy. In a playful way and he was excited and just wanting to engage me, I believe... but it was a FKOT way... taking...grabbing...laughing... and of course we haven't been together for 2 years. But should I be working toward that? We ARE healing together. He even believes in aliens now. God is obviously bringing us both along our path of healing and we are learning how to live in love and unity. He IS my partner at this time. I surrender to the ambiguity and ask God to lead.
And today I was able to stand up for myself and communicate with love my feelings and he heard me and we grew in love and respect. And that's the work.
I haven't been able to go on the forums much because of overwhelm...but tonight I did a little. There's more on OmniLove but I couldn't hold that field tonight. Maybe tomorrow. I want to get more meditations. God, please comfort Mhairi and Sequoia too. And Leo. And the community and large. And Kirk. 10:10
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