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 Two random posts ... I happened to go on ESF tonight... now, 12:11am, 2 or 2 and a half hours later, I am sharing my posts from two tiny threads that I touched. 12:12 Whoooo.... But I trust God used that time to work with me. I feel it. But I really need to do the HGS Calibration.... but I'm sooo tired. We'll see. God please guide me. 

On the Currency - Black Magic Money post:

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Doug!! What an amazing post! Thank you so very much for sharing your wisdom. Wow. So well said.

Last year I found out that I could roll my meager Roth IRA into a "Self Directed IRA" and purchase precious metals (I got silver) with it! There are SDIRA's that you can buy land with too. The silver that I got - only like 25k worth, so not a lot, but my beloved Michael (who is also following that debt clock) is sure that it will be worth much more very soon! It has to be stored in a special facility and I think it would be much better to have it home, but I'm not sure if it's worth the tax penalty to take it out at this time. We'll see. But I agree, I think it is a tough topic and one definitely worth looking at. Bless you and Jane!

Chastity, that's wild that we had the same AG pick that day! Good question about whether we should take money out of banks, etc.

Bruno, so interesting about the lack of source code!

Tiffany, I love your profile picture with your horse! And also, good points about stocks and not investing in the evil companies... I don't think I have any more stocks. I had some associated with my Roth IRA which, as I mentioned above, I changed over to a SDIRA. There was a little left in that account in stocks but I think Michael traded them all in (he's on this AMC kick (I think it's from something he's following through maybe some Qanon resources?)). Now that I think about it my Mom may have some Disney stock for me which I've had for most of my life. You've brought something to my attention that is very hard. Well... for me I don't really care about the money aspect of it, but the emotional aspect of it and the letting down of my mother... that's something. And in general at one point I had like one share of Berkshire Hathaway, a couple of Google, a couple of Apple... I had an emotional tie to those things. And I did look at it as a game. But there's more here... I am energetically consenting to EVIL through my stock purchase. I'm not "playing the stock market", I'm not "making a buck" (or losing one)... I'm engaging and interacting with them... merging with them in a way... joining them. AHHH. Yeah. I'll need to check this out to see if I have any stocks.... this is important. Thank you.

I'd also like to hear others' thoughts on the NESARA/GESARA thing. In general I wonder if any of that is "real". I like the HOPE that it spurs in Michael... he truly believes that reconciliation is on the way.

As we set conscious intention to release 3D attachments, reflect on the things you need to clear from your life and that which your consciousness energy should stop supporting because its obsolete, wasteful or harmful. Be willing to identify and feel emotional connections made with egoic attachments and be willing to refocus and detach from the need to have those things, placing trust in your material needs being met and being grateful for what you do have in the moment. Basic tasks such as simplifying your lifestyle, refusing to engage with draining relationships, and clearing out clutter also supports releasing energy attachments connected to physical things.

I resonate with what Lisa said in the "Releasing Ego Attachments to 3D Paradigm" section of this month's newsletter . When I was reading this our currency system came to mind... moreso about how society is built around money. Most people live to work ...to earn a paycheck ...then to spend it. Round and round it goes. Working for money has never felt right to me... I always wanted to just spend my time doing something I love to do and the paycheck was a bonus. With freelancing it actually sucked all the joy out of my work. I could turn off the connection between work and paycheck when I was working for someone else and I would get paid automatically, but when you are supposed to charge or bill someone for your time, it's awfully hard to keep them disconnected. Working for money feels like slavery....just sucks all the fun out of everything! We live really simply now. I work very part time and although I spend way too much money on animal care, we live frugally and it has been really freeing for my soul.

I think I've gone off topic now and it's quite late so I'll hang it up. Ha! Thank you to all who shared their thoughts.

With Love and Gratitude,
Carissa

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On a post by a dear sister reaching out for help. I just realized that I posted my edit at 23:11 which is 11:11 

Beloved Maria,
I am sending love and prayers for peace and wisdom/direction for you. I thought Esther's idea of the looping meditations was a great one. I listen to meditations throughout the night too and feel it is very supportive.

The intensity now is off the charts and with the level of awareness that you have, I can imagine it is really hard to witness all you are seeing. God bless you Maria! If there is any way you can "turn it off" for a bit... the " Refocus Exercise " comes to mind... I know it's more about thoughts than spiritual observations but maybe it could help? Certain times I've been almost on "high alert" in my body (feels like our starseed HSP can be turned up to a really high decibel at times) and I learned to "stop looking". Whether it was literally looking through my eyes or feeling into something, I started trying to trust my body to take care of the situation. I talked a lot to my body. I'd say "you are doing soooooo well, dear girl. Thank you for your work. Thank you for taking such good care of me. I trust you and thank you for handling this"...and give myself lots of hugs (and epsom salt baths). In time it really did help.

Right now I think lots of our bodies are in sympathetic dominance... on high alert... CNS activated in emergency mode. Lisa has mentioned many times how we need to be relaxed for the energies to integrate and I'm finding it to be really hard to quiet my being with the level of attack/stress that we're undergoing. What you are experiencing is beyond my comprehension, but I wanted to speak from my limited scope to share what I've gleaned along the way.

I guess the biggest message I want to share is the importance of breathing room to integrate. These intense energies (and entities) can cause us to crack and I don't want to see that happen to you. One of my friends recently "cracked" and is in the middle of a psychotic break right now because he didn't take time to reflect, process and integrate....just kept drinking from the firehose of powerful spiritual energies and went off the deep end. This isn't really related to you, but wanted to mention it as it has come up for me to witness and feels like it's possible for any one of us.

Anyway, the main thing I wanted to say was that I hear you and love you and am praying for Guardian guidance, protection, and peace as you navigate these energies.
Love,
Carissa


Edit: After reading the new comments since I started writing (and now I'm editing), I am hearing your distress about the fluid build up. Obviously follow guidance, but I want to share that my body has done that too. I wonder if it is related to the kidneys? That is coming up for me right now as I am pondering this. I didn't "figure it out" for my own body yet, but as part of my job (including genetic pathcutter) I have lots of body challenges that come up and this is one of them. I've been wondering if it maybe has to do with electrolyte balance or my lymph system or my menstrual cycle. Sometimes I am very puffy and heavy and bloated and sometimes I'm not. It was quite bad for a time a couple years ago and I couldn't breathe well when I walked...I'd get winded just going to the bathroom. I was not as awake to the evils of the medical system at the time and kept running to the hospital for help. A nurse thought I was in advanced states of heart failure... but in the end I found out it was just pathcutting. My body working through and clearing something. For me the challenge is always to get out of my head and out of fear when something like this comes up so I don't fall into looping fear. I have to practice this more than is comfortable to admit.

So some meditations that I'll throw out (I think Esther suggested some of these too):
-Five Breath Organ Cleanse
-Core Fear Matrix Removal Program
-Health Upgrade Meditation
-Breaking Bondage Loops
-Quickstep PDD

Again, sending love and prayers for discernment and peace. I know this is scary and I'm so sorry! I'm sending you a BIG HUG through the ethers, dear Maria!!!!

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