Post about Kiran and Bible

Hello beloved ESF family,

Wild times, aye?

I felt that I wanted to share a bit about the magical and powerful gift and opportunity that God gave me yesterday! I can get caught in the weeds of words so I'll try to be succinct.

Yesterday...well, it's after midnight, so technically two days ago now... Friday, September 10... I got to connect with our brother Kiran and we went to EMERALD Isle (on the coast of NC)! We had such a nice time! We went on a hike around the inter-coastal waterway marsh to look for birds (as this area is on a migratory bird path). Afterwards we went to the beach and played in the surf and sand! I won't try to capture the joy and wonderful conversation that we shared... but DID want to note the dragonfly.

Like many of you, I've been abundantly blessed with dragonfly relationships this year and I see lots of different kinds and colors pretty much daily. That said, the one that came to us was maybe the most incredible that I've EVER seen! It was GIANT and VIBRANT and had a large green upper body, a teal middle body, and a royal blue lower body!! A HGU dragonfly!! Kiran and I were just standing there in awe and it slowly circled around us, I think it was facing us the whole time and I got massive spirit tingles (same that I get from shooting stars... liquid plasma light?)... it was just absolutely magical!

We tried to get photos and this friend was almost posing for us, but neither of us was able to capture the colors. I think there was a family of them because one came with us part of the way back to the car, and it seemed like there were maybe two chasing each other at one point.

At the beach, Kiran went for a run and I jumped in the water (despite the crazy waves from an offshore hurricane), and we both sat on our sand ledge overlooking the surf and talked until we were crispy from the bright sun. Before we left, we shared an incredible hug where I felt some energies anchoring there (Emerald Isle, Carolina coast, on/near 7D axiatonial line?) - I could feel them streaming through Kiran especially.

By the time I got home I was pretty wiped out. I started not feeling well in the evening and went to bed early and woke up at 1:26am with abdominal pain and feeling feverish, nauseous, and full. I don't know how I knew to do it, but felt that I should work with the HGS Calibration during which I feel I transited a good bit of miasma...lots and lots of belching especially and I felt a good bit better after.

When I was done with the calibration I felt that I should ask for a meditation so I pulled one out of my deck of over a hundred flash cards and got "Wounds of Christ". Often in the middle of the night I pull one and listen and drift off. But last night I stayed awake and present with the crucifixion implants and wounds of Christ parts especially. I believe I drifted off a bit on the stations of the cross, but overall it felt very aligned with what I'm working with personally as well as to support the removal of the planetary crux implants on the 7D axiatonial line here where I live.

What a life, ya'll! Here are a couple photos from Kiran's and my visit.

I have enjoyed meeting a handful of ES family - Evangeline and Lisa in Asheville, NC, then Lisa came to visit me at my house in the country. Met up with Aaron in Raleigh and Candice at her home in Kentucky and we met later that week in the mountains of NC, and now Kiran (who is road-tripping from Reno, NV)! I should also mention that I'm blessed to get to spend time with many other siblings through phone and video chat as well... from all over the world! It's wild and such a gift from God and my heart overflows with the joy and honor of it all. I look forward to the time when we can freely and joyfully travel and gather together. There's nothing like it!

Love to All,
Carissa

ps. I loved Lisa's talk from yesterday. I listened today and it was so supportive - Krystal Waters for my soul.

I felt that I wanted to stick up for myself and my appreciation for the bible. I feel like it is part of my higher self's job to understand what's been going on with that book. Directly after my indigo-style walk-in in January 2010, I was drawn to the bible and was "given eyes to see", meaning it opened up for me and I miraculously understood it. (Though I had spent years in a church setting quoting from it, etc....this was something new.) I read through it with my God-goggles on right at the beginning when I was on that mountaintop high and my Godself highlighted/underlined throughout the book what I needed to pay attention to ...things that I didn't understand at the time (and some I still don't), but those underlines have been directing me for many years.

I have been through a couple different relationships with the bible (in classic polarity integrator style)... one year I looked every single word up in the original language in many chapters throughout the book... it was a powerful way to tap into the truth vibration. God taught me how to read between the lines that way...spirit showed me what the true meaning was as well as booby traps hidden in the text.

It was through reading the bible (and the spirit) that I realized that Jesus was a man who sinned like us...that he modeled what we were all supposed to do - to embody the spirit of Christ (which was the anointing and spirit of God) and to walk it out. Deny our self/flesh/ego-mind and follow the spirit of God, even unto death. There's a lot more to it, but the book itself revealed the lies/doctrine that was being pushed through church leaders. I was constantly looking for someone else who saw what I saw ... all these people who read their bibles daily, but when I shared my thoughts, I was looked at as "lost".

A few years ago my guidance told me to put the book down and learn to connect with God through nature. I'd mostly been doing that until I joined ES and some things have triggered me to pick the bible back up.

I appreciate the "prophets" where much of the meaning is cloaked, but there are some beautiful psalms that pluck and encourage the heart strings, and wisdom books that nudge thought, and I do appreciate pondering the parables in the new testament from time to time. On the other side of the spectrum, it's interesting to see how the different religions have taken pieces and run with it. I've been a student of religion....yes, seeking truth within, but also trying on and observing many different practices...talk about cults, ha! Feels like this set me up to have a better understanding of the NAA/YHVH Matrix infiltration. The exposure probably got me implanted more than I'd like, but I have maintained distance, in a way, from being sucked into any one belief. Even the ES material which resonates deeply with my being, I still have to check myself now and then to make sure I don't look at it as doctrine.

Anyway, I don't want to sound or feel like I have to justify this interest in biblical (and other) texts... everything continues to unfold for me...but did want to share another perspective that it could be part of some of our missions to learn more about and through it. The power and hook of that book is fascinating. Makes some people crazy... "THE INERRANT WORD OF GOD". Gah!