Money and Fear

 Not that fun, but here is a post that I made based on my AG pick:

Today my AG pick was Black Magic Money . Felt like my teams are building on what we picked up from Lisa's call/find in China related to Crypto.

In general, I think it's interesting to ponder the monetary system. This was a good article for anyone interested in the topic: ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Black_Magic_Money

Every time we touch money or exchange money we have been dealing with Egyptian Curses and anti-human Black Magic, that is designed as a consciousness trap in Materialism. We have been born into a debt based structure that has been enslaved by something ancient that has been hidden from everybody, yet is everywhere, and we can’t get away from it, because it interwoven into all the pillars of society. Currently humans do not have many alternatives in fully detaching ourselves from the necessity of paying for our basic human needs, so the first step in empowering ourselves is to understand exactly what this debt based currency is designed for and refuse to be in consent with its origins.

I don't know much about Crypto or alternative currencies and in general am not a big fan of money. As part of my polarity integration process I've had plenty as well as very little money. Now I try not to give it much power and it has worked out really well - I feel free from the stress associated with it and am able to better observe others' relationship and processes around it (and the enslavement it creates)!

I wish there were a better way. If anyone has any thoughts or ideas around this topic - any of its multiple layers - I'd love to hear about it.

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Having to feel the fear. I heard in Lisa's talk how when we're in the crux implant phase (which is what I feel I'm in right now), there can be hives and skin rashes that are tied to the Egyptian timelines. I have either a spider or insect bite that is very large and bubbling up on my leg or it could be poison ivy (which I refuse to be allergic to!!). The anxiety that goes along with it is the worst.... SURRENDER FEAR.

I got slimed by goo ... I should say I SWAM in goo when I went to Corie's house for Jerry's birthday and had no self control and ate pizza and cake and pie and ice cream and felt SO sick! I also went in a very chlorinated pool! 

THEN I got myself wrapped up in a Christian talk... lots of stuff about doctrine and ...I can't describe it but it was a cloud of confusion and I felt the distortions. It was very unpleasant but I was trying to maintain my friendliness and trying to encourage him, but maybe I was encouraging toxicity... I don't know. Definitely felt like being caught in an energetic rip tide. 

I need rest. LOTS of :54's today... 4:54 6:54 7:54