"The greatest patience is humility." ~Atisha
I want to get better... I don't want to be judgmental. I want to be a safe person to share with. I don't want people to fear my opinions. People want to share because they enjoy sharing their own insights, NOT to collect mine. They are not looking to me for my opinion. If they want it, they will straight up ASK.
I see this in action when talking to Michelle who is going through a beautiful awakening and unfolding and she wants to share with me. She wants to SHARE with me....but I just try to offer "advice"... (ie. pot and mushrooms can punch holes in the lightbody and you can get caught in astral plane delusions.) I am trying to be helpful and "save her" from this... but it's not my job. I'm playing God and playing the Holy Spirit. I need to pipe down. If someone directly asks my opinion, then that's one thing, but this hero-savior sharing of information is not rooted in humility. I need to have patience and know each being will find their own path.
I want to rehabilitate the annunaki nephilim reptilian roots... restore them to ChristSophia in God through the Spirits of Christ (purity, patience, kindness, generosity, diligence, discipline, humility), and through LOVE. God please help me.
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Post in OL forum:
Dear Candice,
Thank you for this fantastic and fascinating post! Lots of good stuff here. Really interesting about Horologium - I've not heard of that before. Thank you for sharing it! I liked the part where it was "originally labeled it Horologium Oscillitorium, the Latin name for a pendulum clock, to honour its inventor...". Something about the pendulum clock is sticking out to me which is making me think of the current OL header image of ... I guess it's like tri-fold ankh bodies overlaying the golden gate (does that swing over from the silver gate?) and maybe the precession of the equinoxes in some way? I don't know but appreciate the opportunity to consider it.
I'm glad to hear your Mom is out of the hospital and I'm so sorry she went through that. How is she feeling now? I agree with your theory on the vaccinated people going right to the advanced stages of disease. Michael's mom just died a little over a week ago and although they are saying it's from "old age", we know it was from the jab. She was as healthy as an 88 year old could be beforehand and a month or so after she had an onslaught of strokes...15 or more blood clots in her brain at one time. She recovered from that and then took a fall and broke some ribs and they had to stop the blood thinners which became necessary after the stroke/jab. Because of her ribs I guess she couldn't breathe and aspirated her food so had to have a feeding tube and she died alone in rehab (the day before they were going to bust her out of that place where she was quarantined and in so much pain).
I also appreciate your sharing on supplementation (and lack thereof). You make some great points.
I need to pause here to witness myself and call myself out and try to figure out how to communicate! When I say "you make some great points", what am I doing? Running this information through my judgement-machine (ego) and then proclaiming it is "good"!? Agh! How do I still be a contributor to a conversation without this? Is it a spirit of "flattery" that makes me want to assign my egoic blessing on someone's share? Why do I have to agree or not agree or like or not like something? (I probably wouldn't mention if I didn't like something...but it's the reptilian mind premise of the matter that has me really knotted up if I stop and think about it (which I'm doing as I type this out in this Krystic container). Welllll.... I'll just leave this here and continue because this is not at all relevant. Ha!
Okay... so... 5 years ago I became a major supplement addict (I'd say). I take sooooo many each day and feel that this along with my dietary and lifestyle changes has really moved the needle for my health. Sometimes I wonder if any of them are empty/useless or rancid and just a huge waste of money, but I keep taking them and trusting that they are supportive. I am also so so so so so sensitive...to the point that I used to have to shave just a few grains off a vitamin each day in order to begin to take it. (My methylation pathways are ...have been....jaaaacked up, and I have had the same problem where I'm overloaded with parasites and heavy metals and then, for instance, I started taking massive amounts of vitamin c (natural camu camu and ascerola cherry powder) and I think it chelated some of those metals which, like you said, redistributed in my organs. I'm getting much better now and even take (I believe it's) 25mg of iodine (or close to it) each day.
Right now my body is feeling pretty attacked. Feeling an influx of parasites and know my organs are working hard. I am currently doing a kidney cleanse and think that is maybe kicking up some of these metals in my system (which is probably why I've been in sympathetic dominance hell this week now that I think about it). I was telling Michael yesterday that I'm sure I'm magnetic right now. Yesterday I couldn't hold my phone or type on the keyboard without feeling like it's burning me. And often when the metals are circulating in my blood stream I can feel wires in walls, etc. So I appreciated what you shared about the false magnetism and feel like we are going to be seeing so much of that in the post-jab times and I hope that I'll be in a position to help others heal the poison out of their bodies too.
It's all about finding the balance where we can gently detox and also remineralize and support our bodies to heal. Food today, even organic produce, is devoid of nutrients so how do we get them if we don't supplement with potentially toxic supps? It's a catch 22. One of my vitamins is an organic raw whole food multivitamin that is made by "Garden of Life" but I think that was bought out by Nestle who is probably peddling death. So confusing!
Have you seen the newer "Fall of the Cabal"? We're watching through that now and the one we just watched (maybe episode 12?) talked about the aborted fetus livers that are used in so many products and hidden in even "plant based meats" like "beyond meat"... I think it's called. Which are already made with synthetic plants! But those livers are in so many sodas and candies... gatorade and sour patch kids and gum... luckily we don't eat that stuff (though I used to love sour patch kids). But WTH?!!
I've had a funny feeling about the ingredient named "natural flavor" for a long time. I had heard that it might be made with some sort of pig byproduct, but it could also be fetuses too now that I think about it! Ahhhh!!
Well I've really added NOTHING to this thread other than a bit of ramble (and energetic support and appreciation for your share). But I agree about the synthetic supplements and you've helped me to bring more awareness to it and we'll see what kind of guidance I get as I continue my healing journey!
Sure do appreciate you, sister Candice!
Love,
Carissa
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