Thursday, January 6, 2022

Light rises, not judgement

Thank you God for this verse today:


This is the verse ... well, chapter...given to me in January of 2010. We're 12 years out and it continues to be true. Is this related to Oraphim genetics and teams? I think so. 

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I am really struggling with Paul's smoking. Okay. I'm not "really struggling". But I hate it. I could be struggling more. I need to remain in stillpoint, neutral, as a compassionate witness. I don't need to assign any energy to it. It's HIS. Look at MY issues. What are MY issues? Control. 

If it smells to me, I can get away from it. But his choices are his. I accept him in this moment JUST THE WAY HE IS. It's not for me to assign judgement or be critical. That is lunar energy. I actually don't feel very strongly, just mildly irked which I don't like and then I tend to make it into a mental rumination that feeds into a mental cancer of sorts. Don't let it have power. Don't let it become a "story". Is the story a cancer? Interesting. Let's call it tumor vs cancer. What's the difference? Is cancer a tumor that grows? A story that catches on and starts consuming healthy tissue? Yes. So it could be either, but we don't want to give it any power...we want the energy to keep flowing. LET THERE BE LOVE. And acceptance. 

I saw 11:11 today... and 9:08. Lots of 9:08's and 8:09. and 6:06 and 6:16

11:44 12:21

Saw 6:06 9:08 9:09 9:11 and I think 8:48 and definitely 8:08 ... lots of things... 12:22 and 11:11 in a message with Kelsey.

Talked to Evangeline today which was great!

Just saw this amazing quote in ESF and feels really personal. 

"There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills." ~Buddha 


Saw 9:23 and 10:23
Ghost's "Witch Image" song put me in tears earlier today.

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